1hr + more to go before my day ends /=
&deardearr rmbered !
like after 12hrs *cries*
but still at least he rmbered (=

thanks to ..
`ahmad*my ite classmate*
`kevin*EvilMysteriousBoy*
`jeannette*my first sister since pri sch*
`my own bro
`mummy
`siti from EYEPLAY *a contacts/spects shop*
*all not in order alrights*

tmr then meet deardearr after my maths paper,
also not sure what to do tmr /=

ohs !
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!THANKS QIQI MEIMEII FOR EVERYTHING ,!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! x3
&your day is coming soon uhhs ! xD
*&just stay who you are&enjoy life alright ?*

went back home early cos mummy bought cheese cake from 'SECRET RECIPE'
korkorr dun like the bottom layer cos it's oats&ii dont like it tt much either,
but it's still nice (=

so ..........
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !
*crap sia me*

dota dota dota all day long ..
addiction starts with C.J x3

this year's b'dea SUCKS BIG TIME !
but it's still nice cos ~~~~~~~~~

a friend whom i havent met before rmbered my b'dea&was first to wish me,
qiqiMEI was the second which ii didnt realize after reading her sms twice =x
melGF also rmbered ,! she's sucha sister xD

qiqiMEI&melGF are the 2 sisters tt we always share our inner whatever (=
*dont mistaken my other dearest sisters, you're included too ! &how i freaking miss you all !*

sadly i wont be celebrating it AT ALL !
&deardearr doesn't even rmber it AL ALL !
such a nice BF uhhs /=

ii wish so much to go to the S.Flyer on my b'dea but impossible ,

mummy says "no celebrating this year , your O lvl still celebrate what !"

deardearr says " *of cos he didnt say anything cos he doesnt even rmber* "

jiji says "i celebrate with you, i pay everything cos mommy&daddy give me money on my b'dea"
*but for jiji case, it's impossible cos i guess he's avoiding me now since he knew cj&me patched*

i say "18 b'dea SUCKS ! but i'm still happy from the wishes xD but NO celebration on my 18 ?"

this post shall be updated when today ends, cos now is only the starting (=

how i wish i could have a nice nice celebration,
but guess what !?
NO CELEBRATION AT ALL !
*sceeschh ~*

i wonder now if he&i are still tgt or what /=
but anyways ,
you all must be getting bored without pics ..
so..............

i shall present some pics now xD
















well, how isit ?
hahas, i try as much to find a photo to match the exterior.
hahas
well, nth much to blog anymore though /=
hais

okays ,
patched back with cj again .
this shall be the forth&also the last time .

so far everything's okay *i think*
&my O lvl is so DEAD i tell you ,!
i didnt go for my maths paper1 cos deardearr was too tired to go sch =.=
&i so DO NOT want to go all the way to dover myself ,!!!
*&i was staying at his hse the night before*
well, i'm suppose to concentrate on my art now ,
but guess what ,?
i'm watching OKTO since 12+ *dam , this is real dead for me*

well ,
i'm too into cartoons so ya cant blame me dudes ,!
heh

&i think jiji is angry with me /=
*sorry jiji*

i just dont understand,
everything i do you'd think otherwise.
no matter what i do or say you always think otherwise.
always interrupting my lines,
why cant you just let me say finish ehhs ,?

we've been tgt for 3mths plus&the recent broke up is you initiated it,
then you send me all those hurtful sms-es&still want be back ,?
what am i really to you,
who do you see me as ,?

always accusing me for things i nv do but just cos you assumed,
those hurtful words i can NEVER forget,
to think tt one's bf could be so mean as to say such things to his gf /=

am i not human to you tt you don't even think of my feelings
&just say those harsh words without thinking ,?
yahs i admit i said hurtful things to you too but NOT as hurtful as YOU ,!

i wanna bf tt DOESN'T say all those hurtful words like you,
i wanna bf tt UNDERSTANDS tt he should STOP cutting into my lines,
i wanna bf tt DOESN'T accuse me of things i DIDN'T do at all ,!
i wanna bf tt gives me the ATTENTION tt i need,
i wanna bf tt DOESN'T criticize people&LOOK DOWN on them ,!
i wanna bf tt SURPRISES me with REAL LOVE ,!
i wanna bf tt DOESN'T treat me as a spare tire,
i wanna bf tt CARES enough for me instead of arguing all night long ..

FUCKK RELATIONSHIPS LA !
NBCB !

i dont know what's real&what's fake anymore !