DearBoy is in lalaland now {x
&ii have 34mind more to finish doing whatever thing
before turning in for the night
heh xD

still gt more than 12hrs more till ii could see tt sillyDearBoy of mine )x
*bahhs !!
so long lurs ~
nvm, at least can see can liaos ..

&on with my update (=

today after work went to meet tackeyMUMMY first
with one of his friend*cant rmber his name though* =x
went to HaruGoth first and ii spend $101 there,
bought a pair of cats*will update the name of those pair*
gonna pass one of it to him tmr xD
&a cap like with cat ears !! ^^
hahas ~

then went to Haru &spent another $170 there *faints*
bought a maid lolita dress in white&pink
*first time i'm trying Lolita lurs & it turned out nice XD*
&bought a hairband with ribbon to go with it (=

&soon pearlBBMEIMEII came xD
at long last !! like so long never see her lurs !!
*&ii forgot to take pics with her AGAIN !!*
T.T

then later another of tackeyMUMMY's friend came
*can't rmber his name either* x.X
then went to pasta mania to eat dinner xD
then walked around fareast again
then FINALLY DearBoy called !! {x
lalalas ~ x33
after which, we headed to cine to slack&crapped around ~
wahahahas *

then took mrt home.
lucky mummy didn't see the 2 big bags when ii reached home,
thus ii hurried to my room and hid it in my closet xD
heh ~

cant wait for S.O.Y on 31st JAN 09 !!
left my shoe to buy though /=
like where the hell am ii suppose to find a white or pink shoe !?
*BAHHS !!*

&ii miss DearBoy terriblyMUCH !!
)x

ii dont know why ii love you,
but all ii know is ii love you*

picture updates *

these are the photos i've taken during work =x
2nd pic with longer hair, hahas









these are the neoprints xD
ii look horrible )x

okays ~
ii know it's been like ages since ii last update =x
heh ~

so here ii am !! xD

i'm with GAB now ! *smiles shyly*
but ii aint sure when's the official date though /=
either 23 or 24 *blur*

dearBoy finally booked out on the 24*wed*
went to simei to find him cos i've got nth to do at town =.="
at last he appeared ,! ^^
like FINALLY after 19 days !! *BAHHS !~ *

went countdown with his friends at town area
*sorry but lazy to type all the details down cos i'm so darn sleepy*
*thus i'm just briefly going through those days ii could rmber*

after counting down,
watch IP man for the 3RD TIME !! *stabs*
but it's nice lurs, just tt my lens is making my eyes dry
&i'm blardy cold in the cinema !! *grr ~

after tt dearBoy send me home by CAB !! *OMG LURS !! O_O*
some more he from town go my hse then go home leis ,!
&not like he stay near me lurs !! *faints*

next day which is suppose to be x'mas
didn't get to see deardearr )x
cos i'm at home packing to go KL on like a last min notice !?
*bahhs !!*

went to KL from 25-28*

monday*
start work&i'm like so NOT in a working mood =.="
fuckking O's lvl results is coming out *stabs*
met qiqiMEI at mogumogu after work with her didi, Marcus
then went to Haru to see what new stuffs they have,
&ii finally realized they actually had a Haru goth =.="
WTF !!
i'm so gonna spend more than a $100 there tmr !!
=x

Vivi was working at Haru today !! xD
she's still lively&adorable as ever {x
so gonna pop by tmr again since she's working tmr too ~
wahahas *
&ii miss my dearBoy )x
he's in dream land now though /=

after tt walked to cine to take NEOPRINTS again *yes i know, crazy right?*
hahas ~
then went to hougang cos qiqiMEI supposed to pass something to mich.FISHBALL
but guess mich fell asleep x.X
bus-ed home *freaking cold ii tell you !!*
hahas ~
dearBoy called when ii was in the bus ^^

talked till ii reached home then he went off to lalaland already T.T
II WANNA SEE HIM NOW NOWW NOWWWWWWWWWWWWW !!
*impossible though*
*BAHHS !!*

&next post shall be all pictures for today only*
heh xD


i'd be meeting up with pearlBBMEIMEII TMR !! *yeaa ~
xDD

&here ii am missing the sweet dearBoy ,
wishing he'd be here now when ii know clearly it's impossible*

TH-TBSisters !! xD
hahas



just now went to bukit merah find fishAIAI {x
long time didn't see her/him ohs ~
xD

ate KFC. freaking cold there lurs =.="
nbcb !! =x
then walked to her/his hse there de playground,
fuckking cold there too !!
cb !! x.X
*sorry so many vulgarities but seriously dam cold*
listening songs&talking&sending songs ~
heh

was wondering if he'd call soon while ii was with her/him.
but in the end never,
took bus home ~

then Gab finally called at 1108pm xD
*KYAA ~
talked till bout 1150 around there {x
was so darn happy lurs ^^
heiheii ~
but ii cried while working during the afternoon )x
cos ii missed his calls 3 freaking times !!
then the forth time he called ii hurry ran to the toilet *siao right ?*
then ii started crying while ii talked to him )x
it's only a short while but ii was like so darn happy lurs,
but hated myself so badly ~

ytd didnt get to talk to him longer than 5mins cos ii watched movie )x
today ii missed his calls 3 times cos i'm working !
hais ~
before he called the forth time,
ii was trying so hard to hold back my tears lurs T.T

i'm gonna see him on Christmas eve when he book out !
xD
*KYAA ~
but with his friends also lurs /=
heh
but at least ii still get to see him {x

4MORE DAYS !!
just 4 more freaking days ~

how i wish he'd just appear infront of me now ~
how i wish i could feel the warmth from him now ~
how i wish ..




*aitai*

okays,
sorry for the long-time-never-blog ~
x.X
at long last ii could use the lappy !!
cb ! =x

5 more days before GAB cld book out ,!
then ii could see him LIKE AT LAST !!
)x
previous 2days was hell for me at night,
cos he didnt contact me !! T.T
thought something happened to him or either ii scared him away
but actually is he's phone ganna confiscated =.="
gave me a scare there lurs ,! =S
&when he cld like finally call me,
ii must be at a bloody movie !
WHY !?!?!? T.T
hais ~

how ii wish he isn't sleeping now&he'd call me after ii finished updating ~
*kinda impossible yea ?*
/=
hais ~

anyways ~
let's update this week xD

MONDAY*
didn't go out,
but instead cleared my whole bloody room !!
now my room dont have anymore table,
threw lotsa things away ~
only my pretty VictorianEra bed is left in the middle of my room ~
wahahas xD

waited the whole night for his call&finally he called at 11+ pm !!
xD
then talked for awhile then he said he'd call back later
waited&waited..
*this is when he suddenly stop contacting me till just now*

TUESDAY*
met pearlBBMEIMEII&bs after work,
went to watched 'BOLT' xD
was really funny&sad
ii was like trying so darn hard not to cry lurs )x
especially when Gab still havent contacted me then ~
ended the movie at 10+,

wanted to take neoprints initially but it's too late already /=

thus when back to dover,
went to fuliangKOR's hse till 1+ am
was complaining bout why Gab isn't contacting me,
watch my shugo chara while korkorr fell asleep =x
hahas ~

even when ii reached home,
ii still stared at my phone like some idiot hoping for he's sms-es )x
but nth ~
had a hard time sleeping T.T
&mummy nagged abit ~

WED*
took taxi down to queensway shopping center to meet AHBEE !!
hahas ~
cos ii wanted to get earrings&ear studs
&guess what !?
ii spent freaking $60 altogether on it =.="
hahas ~

headed to ikea after tt to have hotdog buns (=
then walked opposite to anchorpoint&walked around see gt what shops,
then headed to HKxinwang cafe to eat ~
was like watching soccer on ahbee's phone
then our food finally came.
guess what again !?
he&ii ordered excetly the same thing =.="
LOL

then finished eating we were like talking alot of craps,
then we made leftovers to become a real looking appetizers ! xD
just wait for me to upload the photos man !
ii sware you all would just drool !! =x
hahas ~
*okays, maybe not =.="*

after tt crapped around near his bike at like 11+ pm ?
talked bout ghost&other stuffs ~
was waiting another whole night for Gab to contact me but to no avild )x
then at 12+pm then he send to off first,
ii was like doing jumpstyle at the bus stop =.="
*yars ii know, kinda retarded right ?*

reached home&got nagged by mummy again /=
&ii had yet another hard time sleeping ~
was staring at my phone for like 2hrs hoping he would suddenly contact me
but in the end nth&ii fell asleep around 3 ? )x

THURS*
met TBS&fuliangKOR; carol&syawal at fareast kfc
headed to cine after tt&took neoprints with TBS
then ordered our movie tickets for 'IP MAN'
while waiting for the time to pass,
our whole group became CHAWAMUSHI GANG !! xD
ii started the ordering of chawamushi with chilli oil,
then everyone of us started buying also&eating it =x
ii ate a total of 3CHAWAMUSHI ,! x.X
hahas ~

then bought pop corn&drink for movie
GAB FINALLY CALLED AT 1103 !! XD
*but sadly ii was still halfway through the movie* T.T
hais ~
&guess now he's sleeping or maybe another punishment ?
)x










ii waited every single day when ii wake up
&countdown to the hr he might call ~
ii gave a silly smile whenever ii see his number or name appear on my phone
heart racing fast&wishing he would just appear infront of me
knowing tt he's so near yet so far
it hurts as ii realized tt time passes by so slowly ~
tormenting me while ii try my best to wait patiently for his book out day
having to receive any sms or a short call
makes my whole day of waiting worthwhile .
but yet ii yearn for more time
but all ii get is lesser time )x

*days till he could book out: 5+ days*
*days sinced he's in army: 8+ days*
*days sinced ii last saw him: 13+ days*
*days sinced ii started to miss him: uncountable *

dear time holder
pls let these days pass faster
so as ii could see him sooner *
*aitai

okays, sorry peeps for not updating for like dunno how many days x.X
korkorr took the lappy.
&i'm now in his room using the lappy to update this lil bloggie ~
LOL

Gab's in NS now )x
&i'm counting down the days till he could book out,
which is on christmas eve !!
10 more days from now ~
*hurry hurry*
ii wanna hurry see a silly lil chaota tallguy !! x.X
heiheii ^^

WED*
met pearlBBMEI after work at tpy
went for some thing *dont really know how to describe it*
had free samples&the results is really not bad at all (=
after tt, headed to michBF hse ! xD
wayneGF was already there like since 7 ??
*sorry gf for taking so long*
Lovelle sure has grown bigger&cuter xD

then at 10+ GAB sms-ed me,
HE REACHED S'PORE BY TT TIME ALREADY !! ^^

wayneGF went off first,
pearlBBMEII&me stayed till 11+
kissed&hugged goodbye to michBF *ii want her hugs&kissesNOW* )x
then by the time pearlBBMEII&me reached th mrt,
only got last train to tpy *lucky*
&also lucky ii had my last bus there too !!
arbo my pocket sure got another hole lurs T.T
hahas ~

THUSDAY*
he went into ns, hrs before we talked on the phone one last time
before going to slp (x *KYAA ~

went to MANGO with mummy before work,
bought 2 clothes from there,
wanted one dress but mummy isn't prepared to pay the price for tt !!
*bahhs ~*
&ii love tt dress so much )x

after work met qiqimei at fareast,
ate mogumogu again =x
then headed to cine for our childhood deprived pastime ~
NEOPRINTS !!
xD
wahahas ~
&this time round the pics taken ain't bad at all (=
photos would be uploaded asap.
13 more days before ii could see him ~

*FRI*
talked to GAB on the phone while ii walked to cine after work
cos he got some personal time xD *KYAA ~
so happy lurs !! ^^

met melGF; herBF; vinKOR&daxiaosao at cine
mel&her bf reached first
played arcade for awhile as ryan&fadzli was there too !
hahas ~
then later melGF; herBF&me went to LJ to eat first .
headed to heeren after tt to meet jovin&shuhui outside.
vinKOR&daxiaosao reached after a few mins then.
then went back to cine as daxiaosao's eating at kobayashi
while ii was waiting for his sms or call )x
then at 10+ then at last he called !! xD
but talked awhile then he put down first.

then we went back arcade play awhile more again,
after tt ii went back home.
but called fuliangKOR instead first as ii didn't wanna go back yet.
went to dover market to find the dover peeps (=
till 12+ then headed back home.
12 more days before ii could see him ~

*SAT*
my aunt from m'sia is staying at my hse now,
went to meet fuliangKOR, steven, zhijiaKOR&qiqiMEI at orchard mrt first.
then headed to bugis.
met up with Linda, nice da jie uhhs (=
all of us had a treat at ajisan from Linda.DAJIE xD
*xiexie*
then later emily.LAOPO joined us {x
then headed to the place for our sheesha XD

syawal joined us when we reached the sheesha place.
we were sitting on a big big carpet this time round cos guess they dont have space lurs.
really a diff feeling uhhs ~
hahas

tried strawberrymint this time round with last time apple mint.
then slacked&sheesha till 11+

GAB called me at 10+ !! *KYAA ~
ii was like waiting the whole day to hear from him lurs T.T
was really really happy lurs XD
but talked awhile then he went to bath,
then he called again ^^
then he put down first dunno doing what
then 11+ called me again !! *KYAA ~
then we ended while sms-ing instead (=
*AITAI*
11 more days then i'd be able to see him ~

*SUNDAY*
woke up at 12+
left him a sms as always when ii woke up.
&of cos he couldn't reply me like always cos he's in camp !!
*bahhs ~
wish NS people could have more time to use phone ,! )x
but nvm,
i'm happy enough tt he could at least contact me xD

helped korkorr play his maple awhile /=
then at 4+ went to meet fuliangKOR&steven downstairs my hse
then walked to dover market there to slack ~

&at 6+ GAB called !! XD
so so so darn happy&surprised !! xD
*KYAA ~
but put down lik mins after cos he needa fall in )x
*bahhs ~
now i'm looking forward to the next timing he could call me again,
heiheii ^^

hurry hurry ~

10 MORE FREAKING DAYS BEFORE II COULD SEE HIM !!
)x
*yaya, ii know ii sound insane over him kies~*

&i'm missing him more as time goes
tick tock tick tock ~

*CRIES*
he havent reply a single sms today T.T
hope he calls later when he's going to sleep )=
1 more bloody day to go before he reach s'pore !!
&I'M DYING ALREADY ~

someone pls call him to come my songka when he get's back x.X
heh ~
ii miss all his sms-es tt he'd reply !!
*bahhs ~

&i'm still chatting with myself on his chatbox on msn =.="
*si bei insane ii know*
&just imagine..
if he goes to army tt means i'd have to wait till night time
before ii see any sms or calls from him !!
*RARRS !!*
why Why WHY !?!?!?

ii wish ii got magical powers then i'll turn him into a cat ! =x
then i'll carry him to where ever ii go, even to work ~
then he shall be the World's First Talking Cat XD
*as if i'd turn him into a cat lurs =.="*

I WANT TO SEE HIS REPLY NOW NOW NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW !!
*much too impossible ii suppose /=*
*whines~

sat gonna go sheesha again&maybe sunday ?
hahas ~
tmr i'm gonna meet pearlBBMEII&popby to find michBF !! xD
*&tmr he'd be coming back already !!*
ii wanna see him NOW ! x.X
*think i'd just frighten him away when he sees all my post uhhs*
/=

&misses for him seems neverending*

rotting the whole day long ~
korkorr borrowed the lappy to play maple with 2 FREAKING ACCOUNTS !!
=.="
so was like watching #kto, sleeping and looking at my phone for his sms whole day long !
*bahhs ~

he smsed me once today only T.T
but at least better than nth and ii was so surprised when ..
HE CALLED ME !! xD
i'm like so happy till i'm still smiling to myself lurs !!
at last ii could hear his voice again ! xD
*okays ii know i'm retarded now lurs !*
hahas ~

though it's like only less than 5 mins but i'm really really happy !!
&like finally he smsed something tt made me real happy too !!
"..Haha i miss u also.." *part of the sms*
it made me so darn happy lurs !!
*yes i know i know, i'm getting more retarded right ?*
*bahhs ~
whatever lurs, ii happy can liaos hors !
hahas, &this is my blog so dont want to see anymore of my retarded-ness then shoo shoo ! ~
LOL


just 2 more days ~
hurry hurry come back pretty please ? )x

&know what ?
ii actually cried just cos ii miss him&he didn't sms me tt time,
after he finally sms me once ii cried even more =.="

shit ! now it's like so freaking obvious i do have deep feelings for him,
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!
hope he forgot my blog link though /=
heh ~
then ii wont die from being embaress *stabs*

i miss him I Miss Him..
&ii still FREAKING MISS HIM !!
*arghh ~

someone pls make for me a time machine !!
so tt he'd come back NOW !! =x

today only received 4 smses from him since he reached HK
maybe cos his parents don't allow him to sms tt much bahs
hope he's sleeping well now since he need to get up at 6 again
should ii stay up again and wait for him to wake up at 6?
hahas

ii know I'm kinda insane lurs okays =x
but ii dunno lurs
ii really do care bout him&worry every single millisecond )x
&it just drives me insane when I've to wait for his reply *stabs*
but at least he's being guaiguaii in HK (=
heiheii ^^

&it's kinda retarded for me to keep chatting with myself
on his msn when it's so clear tt he's NOT online =.="
*sceeschh ~
how ii wish i'm a ghost then ii could follow him wherever he is !!
*bahhs !!

alrights, on to today's stuffs ~
met fuliang, zj&syawal downstairs my hse as they wanted to swim,
ii didn't though /=
then ii went up to change then went down again
while waiting for them to prepare
then walked to 1North at DOVER !!
can you believe it !?
Dover actually gt a upcoming shopping centre/mall
but it's like a ghost town for now
but the place is really really nice yo ,!
can't wait for all the shops to be ready xD

slacked at starbucks till 8
douglas joined us after tt then we walked back to main dover
watched them play basketball till 9+
then we headed home,
actually suppose to come out again to slack with them
but mummy's home already so cant go out anymore /=

so here ii am just finished eating maggie =x
&Gab is sleeping now,
hope his cough gets better each day,
&hope he doesnt get a cold since he did state tt it's very cold there )x

&ii think i'm going to be sick again =.="
70 more hrs before he comes back from HK !!
hurry hurry !!
)x

ii really wonder why i'm so attracted to him though /=
i'm not so caring&worrying so much before,
but towards him..
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ~

cannot cannot cannot ..
love is not for me...
love is not for me..
love is not for me~

some more ii dunno how he feels
thus the more ii shouldn't fall too deeply into him !!
*arghh ~
how How HOW !?
)x
*cries*

ii keep telling myself never to love again,
but yet ~
hais ..
replication .......................................

ii freaking miss him lurs !! )=

Gab's on the plane now )x
wonder if i'd receive any sms when he reach,
just freaking pray tt his phone suddenly gt auto-roaming =x
*kinda impossible though*
kaos !
why must he go HK at a date where when he comes back
then he would be enlisted lurs T.T

UNFAIR LURS !!

ohs !
and now is 1:10pm &he reached HK lurs !!
*phew ~

wonder if he check out or not yet though /=
*stares at my phone to see any msg-es coming in or not*
yea ~
he just replied xD
*okays ii know i've over-reacting*
heh

later going downstairs with fuliang.kor, zhijia.kor, syawal&douglas
but ii ain't swimming
heh
after swimming then see how lurs ohs ~
maybe meeting sebasKOR then go find pearlBBMEI if she working
but she has yet to reply me T.T

*looks back at my phone*
STILL NO REPLY ! T.T
okay okay, i know i'm nuts now lurs
but what to do ?
ii alien de mahs xD
wahahas x.X

ii wonder how HK look like though /=
*yes i havent been to anywhere else besides m'sia&indonesia*
*&yes, tt means ii havent been on a plane before =.=*
ii know ii mountain turtle lurs okays !!
xD
but ii dont care ~

i'll have my turn to travel on a plane one day *hopefully*
hahas

i miss him )x
*yars ii know what you all are thinking lurs*
*your must be thinking "wahlao ! less than 1 day already miss him!!" right ?"
hahas
whatever lurs, i miss jui tui liaos lurs )=

&ii suddenly rmber one childhood game ..
i'm popeye the sailor man
i live in a garbage dan
i open the door and wee wee on the floor
i'm popeye the sailor man ~

LOL
cute right !?
=x

today after work
went to bugis find fuliang.kor, zhijia.kor, shawal, douglas&his gf
pearlBBMEI came to find me when she end work *loves*
how ii freaking miss her lurs !!
*muackks*

was at near arab street for sheesha xD
my first time&guess what ..
ii laughed till ii cried =.="
was dam blur too lurs /=
hahas ~
first we ordered grape then ordered apple-mint xD
APPLE MINT IS NICE !! *woots~*
then ii keep laughing then they laugh at me lurs !!
then make me laugh more x.X
heiheii ~

pearlBBMEII shall be the new sweetiie in our group =x
wahahas ~
miss her so darn much !!
I MISS HER HUGS&KISSES ALREADY !!
ii wanna steal bbmeii back to my side =x
wahahas ~

then slack and crap around xD
hahas
dam funny lurs (=

then send pearlBBMEII to bus-stop first
hugged&kissed goodbye )x

then took cab home with the rest ~

reached home bathed&called Gab
he's sleeping now cos he got a flight later )x
&worst still..
he dont have auto roaming!!
T.T
then by the time he come back,
next day is his enlistment lurs )x
hais ~
&he's still coughing so so badly T.T
sucha lousy babysitter ii am )x
hais ~

how how how !?
he going HK till wed night leis !!
ii would have to endure not seeing his sms-es,
not seeing him, not hearing him talk or chatting with him on msn )x
*CRIES*

SO SO SO SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LONG !!
*bahhs ~

hope he have a smooth trip to HK&back too ~
hope he remembers to drink warm water every hour over there,
dont eat heaty stuffs, dont smoke, dont drink cold drinks !!
)x

wish ii could just die now then no need to worry so much T.T
hais ~
I MISS HIM ! x.X

went ps mac find yongquanKOR after work
then headed to zouk after tt(=

drank 2 beer, 2 orange vodka
then ii blur blur lurs =.=
fuckking long never drink,
now drink dam easy mabok !!
fuckk sia ~
then korkorr taking care of me all the way
seriously like a real big brother,
the way a brother would protect his lil sis in clubs xD
*thanks korkorr*

then went out to wait for his friends,
then korkorr very scared ii run about then disappear,
keep asking me rest =.=
ii only cannot walk properly mahs,
but ii know what ii doing arbo how ii msg Gab so fast ?
LOL

yea~
Gab was also there with his friends.
then korkorr's another 3 friends come lurs,
then they order another 2 dunno what thing uhhs,
then drink again =.=
then went dance floor there&saw Gab and peeps ~
went to find Gab awhile,
then going to find korkorr but cannot find him,
in the end is korkorr find me
LOL

all the way korkorr kept an eye on me,
lucky korkorr is a good guy,
arbo if he tt kind of guy ah,
ii think ii wont even be here blogging lurs /=
then korkorr made sure ii in the taxi
then keep reminding me to sms him when ii reach home
SEE !!
where can get such a good BROTHER !?
LOL

reached home at arouns 230,
jitao fell asleep till 440 then go bath =.=
&now is 535 and ii still got work later *faints*
think ii am so gonna land in hospital soon !!
heh ~

&I MISS HIM !
TBSqi: you should know very well who bahs.












lil messages to lil special peeps*
TBS*meet up soon and lets have a neoprint taken of all 3 of us !! xD wahahaas ~

Gabz*you uhhs ! never listen de, in the end also smoke few puff&drink soft drinks =.=
must guai guai drink warm water&dont smoke mahs, arbo how to cure )x hais~

YongQuan.KOR*though it's quite impossible for you to passby my blog but still, thanks korkorr for taking care of me the whole time, sorry for being a burden uhhs )x thanks ! XD

MyGirls*when are we all meeting up again uhhs ? hurry hurry !! XD hahas ^^ ii wanna rape some of your liaos =x *sorry still kinda high uhhs* xD

&he's going soon~

met Gab at outram park mrt
at last got my charger for my hellokitty phone,
but it's the kind where you must take out the batt =.=
bloody hell ~

then walked walked walked ~
then go eat,
qiqiMEI&ron saw us then came&joined us lo.
heh~
then talk alot crap lurs x.X
was darn sleepy /=
then qiqiMEI went to buy fruits,
then talked again

till 10+ then went home.
idk why but ii cried on the way home /=

fuckk !

l.s.s.i.f.p !!
hais ~

ii learned how to tie the knots for pearls today
but very slow though
mummy said it's excellent for a first time (=

after tt actually suppose to meet jiji,
but meeting him on sunday instead,
so in the end Gab was real nice enough to come from hougang
met him at douby gort mrt arcade
played awhile then walked to cuppage
&eat jap food *forgot he ordered heaty stuffs* =.=
wth lurs !!
i'm such a lousy babysitter *stabs*
ii ordered unagi xD

then went 7eleven bought Hooch&drink
&he smoked =.="
WTH !!
talked&jumpstyle*him&me/hardstyle*him/shuffle*him
drank a second bottle of Hooch
went home after tt

on the bus,
was listening to my ipod actually then guess what ?
korkorr suddenly appeared *my real bro btw*
LOL
then we talk talk talk all the way home xD

&i'm so darn high now can !?
ii fuckking long never drink liaos
then my drinking intake become so JIALAT UHHS !!
=.="











*TBS:both of you do take care, pingping you dont think so much alright? meet up soon (= qiqiMEI tmr i'd be seeing you already (= ii mean later XD hahas

*Gab: ehhs ! smoke smoke smoke !! want me whack you uhhs !? cough cough cough =.=" hais~

*MyGirls: ii really darn miss you all but so tired from work, nobody got any plans for christmas uhhs ? )x

*Jiji: dont keep saying yourself stupid just cos of a careless thing you did jiji, just accept it, ii know you did your best but you also didnt hand in the wrong thing on purpose yupps ?

*MichelleFISHBALL: it's been like ages since ii last saw you girl ! do take care alrights ? misses (=

bOO !
xD

after work met qiqiMEI
with her friend.
went to mogumogu first again =x
heiheii ^^

charged phone cos my phone died.
asked Gab to come mogumogu awhile,
made him drink o-cha !
cos he sick lurs *if you come across here, TAKE CARE UHHS !!*
*plus drink lotsa lotsa warm water*

after drinking Gab left,
then qiqiMEI, her friend & me there awhile more
talking&eating

then walked around awhile
then head to heeren,
ii bought my headphones tt ii eyed tt sunday xD
$69.95 just flew away like this *CRIES*
went up to look at shirts,
then think ii design one for Gab better
after tt went to cine,
TOOK NEONEOOS !! xD
wahahas ~

photos would be uploading asap (=
headed home after tt then eat snowfish again XD
Gab's sleeping now*sick person must rest more !!*


THINGS II NEED TO DO *
`clear my room
`design a hoodiie
`buy christmas prezzie
`buy hello kitty phone charger
`stop being confuse bout everything
`stop thinking so negatively
`stop thinking of suicidal
`get use to morning life
`learn how to cook western dishes
`get more rest









idk what else uhhs /=
so many things till ii blur liaos *faints*
tata for now ~
need my sleep lurs !! )x

*qiqiMEI&emily: we're the TBS&we shall stick tgt xD take care you two&smile more alrights ?
*Gabz: drink more warm water lurs !! &rest more, stop eating unhealthy food =.="
*MyGirls: you know who you are yupps ? (= I MISS YOU ALL !! meet up soon okays ? *LOVES x3

nth much to blog today /=
fell down again today&hurt my rib-cage *darn !!*
so so sleepy the whole day )x

after work went to lucky plaza to give back the charger
cos it's not the right one,
then find the whole freaking place
&none of the shops sell my hellokitty charger )x
nvm,
thurs going chinatown find xD
heh ~

cabbed home and cooked dinner
I'M BORED !!

anyone have any plans for christmas pls tag on my taggy board alrights ?
(=

my mogumogu food ii ordered xD


NEONEOOS@CINE with qiqiMEI xD














hellokitty sweets&stuffs from qiqiMEI *thanks meimeii xD*














fuliangKOR took this pic ! xD


zhilianing@work x.X

i'm like super tired lurs !!
talked on phone till like 6+ am *after like so long*
then finally fell asleep
woke up at 11+ first then went back to slp
12+ mummy woke me up and ask me find her phone,
check my msn if gab online
but no so went back to slp till 1 plus xD

then rot at the lappy screen till dunno what time
then gab finally came online ~
LOL
chatted awhile&he went off

called qiqiMEI&set the timing to meet
prepared&took bus to heeren first
ii actually spend 40 mins at hmv *first time sia*
would have stayed there for hours if ii didnt have to rush
wanted to buy one of the headphones there
is like so nice lurs !!
but the price is 69.90 then wanted to buy
but put it back at the last min

brisk walked to far east,
ii took 5mins to reach okays !
&qiqiMEI was late
went to mogu mogu to eat again xD
&ii ordered the same as last time,
except this time round got hot green tea
hahas

then walked around awhile and headed to lucky plaza
bought my sim card&charger*but found out it's wrong when ii reached home*
then headed to cine and took neoprints !! xD
been so long since ii took one,
&this is the first time ii took neoprints alone with qiqiMEI ^^
then headed to plaza sing,
on the way there
qiqiMEI sprained her ankle )x
*do take care alrights meimeii ?*
so followed her to see got taxi or not,
but in the end she took mrt instead
cos have to wait so long

going down the escalator tt time,
ii saw Cj outside the mrt
when ii going up he was going down,
then ii called him
talked less than 5 mins&ii hurried walked away
cos ii couldn't hold back my tears anymore
cried before ii continued walking to my bus stop

reached my hse area&saw fuliangKOR&peeps
went to coffeeshop to catch up with everyone
xD
how ii miss those times,
then after like 1 hr then ii go back home lurs
hees (=

know what ?
ii think ii shall just freaking stay single forever
arbo is become lesbian
the more ii think
the more ii cant trust guys anymore
guys make a good buddy but not a bf
as Arhbee said ~
it's best to be single !!
xD

since i'm working full time for mummy
then ii guess ii wont have to think tt much
bout having a bf or not
so guess i'd just tell cj ii wont patch cos ii wanna be single
and as for jiji
i'm very sure he's not true (=

so tt's all for now /=

today met Gab&his friends at plaza sing
then went to parklane&play dota~
freaking 'stupid ass'&'stupid dick' keep killing me =.=
*stabs*
when ii going to creep enough to buy item liaos
then come kill me *faints*

nvm
shall try to improve as time past xD

after tt they slack slack awhile then go back home,
ii went to my old hse area,
walked under my old blk and called out "MEOWIIE !! MEOWIIE!! ..."
cos ii used to have this stray maomaoo tt would run to me
whenever ii call her name
but ii know she's no more there,
but still ii hope one day she'd appear )x

ii saw the tree tt she used to climb/jump up and lay there lazily
ii really miss meowiie !! T.T
ii held back my tears as ii rmber those days ~
but now i'm crying just rmbering it all over again ..
hais~

ii rebonded my hair !
but my hair is so fuckking short now =.=
motherfooker !!
and the hairstyle *no words could describe*
*faints*
this might be either the worst or best rebonding ever !!

but whatever ~
as long as my fringe in STRAIGHT !! *grins*

&tt jiji uhhs !!
in the end this week no more zoo =.=
so ...
should ii club sat night ?
xD

idk lurs ~
BORING !!

made mummy spend another 100 !! =x
know why ?
cos ii made her buy ...
*fishes x5
*crabs x6
*prawns
*MAGGIE x6
*potato chips
*dried mee sua&kuey tiao

xD

ate 1 fish&mummy steamed all 6 crabs already
LOL
prawns is for salad either tmr or the day after .
/=

&know what !?
I'M FREAKING GAINING WEIGHT AGAIN !!
*though ii havent check my weight again yet*
BUT CAN SEE LORS !!
*cries !!

**THINGS II NEED TO DO !!**
`diet !!
`rebond my hair
`get prezzies
`move my stupid table out of my room !!
`clean my room
`hurry give answer to CJ
`more dieting !!
`dieting is the most important for now !! x.X
heh ~

ii wanna eat more fishy !!
nice nice uhhs *grins*

just finished using putting face mask
i'm like gonna have a major outbreak soon !
like WTH lurs =.=
*sceeschh ~

made mummy spend like another 100 on me again today =x
to buy new lingerie's xD

hope this week can go zoo with jiji,
but still NOT confirm =.=
*stabs*
jiji's sure is taking his own time to confirm nars !!
*RARRS !!

&i'm still thinking whether to patch with Cj or not,
but the decision lies on jiji now,
if jiji's true then i wont patch
but if jiji's just playing around then i'd patch with Cj straight away.
IDK LURS !
MOTHERFOOKER STRESS !! *faints

next week rebonding hair !!
cant wait xD

today made mummy spend another 100 on more clothes+2 shoe =x

heiheii ^^
then she still got my boots&MANGOblack shoe to buy for me x.X
i'm like so making mummy BANKRUPT !!
*sorry uhhs*
but since ii started working at mummy shop,
seems more like ii making her spend money on me
rather than making me work*&still got pay leis!!*
LOL
even her business not as much as ii make her spent
but what to do ?
a girl must be pampered !! *grins*

ii cant wait to buy my boots&MANGOshoe xD
*chants:hurry hurry hurry ...*
&ii am deprived from my sleep
cos i cant seem to get away from my lappy ):

some more half month pay is only $600
still must minus CPF =.=
so maybe $500 ?
minus $98 for rebonding+treatment
$402
then christmas prezzie for my girls le !?
*especially i'm mostly going to spend more than $40 on EACH*
*maybe even reach up to 100 for each =.=*
HOLLYMOLLY !!
so how how ?
sure become bankrupt before end of month,
so i'm planning to hurry do my photo shoots
to get my extra cash xD
wahahas ~

I FREAKING NEED MORE MONEY FOR DEC !!
IT'S CHRISTMAS PERIOD !!
**IMPORTANT LORS**

*stress out&faints*

okays,
i seriously need alot of opinions from you peeps,
should ii ask my ex tt ii wont patch with him ,?
btw, i'm referring to CJ*

but i'm just too freaking confuse,
i dont wanna patch cos i want my freedom !!
if only he wasn't the obsessive type /=
&unreasonable !!

but till now he's still waiting for my answer,
he say he dont wanna find another girl already,
say till wait for my answer even till he old,
he still wait,
then told cuziie
&her reaction was dam funny okays !!
she was like "bs bs"
bs = bullshit !!
LOL

she told me guys would say&do anything
to get a girl back,
so..
now what on earth am ii suppose to do ehhs ?
mummy, korkorr, cuziie&friends dont like him,
but~
seriously ii dont know wth to do now *scratch head*

oohs !
&ii had dunno what food for breakfast,
is this white noodle thing all tgt&you eat it with orange sugar,
wayneGF got post in her blog before (x
heh ~

okay peeps,
i'm gonna prepare for work now !!

a-di-yos !!

okays, now i'm thinking ..
should ii do photoshoots ?
tempting leis,
&the person say ii can but ii dont have faith le )x
how how ?
pls give me your opinion peeps !! )x

th-promise

i'll keep my promise to you jiji
as long as you keep yours,
sorry for those times i shouted&angry with you,
but it hurts when you do/say those hurtful things.
ii cry over the slightest things
so dont blame me if i cry.

you said i'm the first&last thing on your mind,
but is tt true ?
or is tt also a lie ?
but i still choose to believe,
believe in you.

the first time ii knew you,
you never made me angry or shout at you before,
why must it be now ?
but since you promised,
i hope it's true jiji =/

as long as you're good,
i'll be good too *
rmber all those things we said&planned since last year?
how time flies ehhs ~
from wanting to do tattoo
to hundreds&millions&infinity things

sad tt ytd night&tonight cannot hear jiji sing
then ii can slp soundly x.X
heh xD
SISI WANT HEAR JIJI SING !!
*bahhs !!

&sorry for always falling asleep first when on the phone =x
heiheii*

**AITAII**

just got back home from collecting a top from effyGF,
&it's like the top part so small lurs*the boobs part*
like machum for some xiao meimeii or pri sch kiddo ~
*sceeschh ~
thinking what to do with it now
*scratch head*

&i'm feeling more sick,
maybe from lack of sleep maybe.
i was awake for like 22hrs ytd then i sleep,
but ii only slept for like 4hrs plus =.=
who the fuckk could stand it sia !!
i wish i was younger,
mainly cos my record days for not sleeping is..

8DAYS STRAIGHT !!
power right !? xD

but not now,
cos ii got work now&it's tiring&bored OKAYS !!
*BAHHS !!

ii feel so weak,
ii need my sleep,
i want more white dresses&top,
a satin or cotton material !!
cloth is fine but must have lace pattern if so*
darn !! i'm so demanding x.X

ii wanna go clubbing soon !!
&should ii go for zoukout o.O?
idk Idk IDK !!
*screams ~~~~~

&ii went to 7eleven just now,
&ii fuckking realized tt the prices for ice creams
have MOTHERFOOKER SHOOT UP !!
*fuckking hell !!
it's like ages since ii ate ice cream,
&to see the prices going up =.=
like WTF lurs !!
*RARRS !!

&& ~
should ii get a nokia N95?
or the LG phone with 8mp ?
both got front camera but lg dun have inferred
but LG is 8mp but heard from bro's friend saying it's lag
*sigh ~

hais,
should ii sleep early today ?
or just hack care bout my health ?
idk /=

II MISS CLUBBING !
II MISS THE MAGICAL NIGHT WHERE PEARL.BBMEII
&ME DANCED IN COORDINATION WITHOUT COMMUNICATING !!
T.T

how How HOW !?
go or dun go zoukout ?
*faints*

ohs yars,
tt day met emily&qiqiMEI
went to eat at the mogumogu,
here are afew piccies xD


the ordering machine


emily's order&mine*ii only ordered side dishes


qiqiMEI's order, cute right !? xD

but hors !!
the food dam freaking motherfucker expensive lurs !!
*RARRS !!
some more the portion so small =.=

michelle.fishball&me

zhilian in dressing room

bored at home /=

using necklace as head band =x

i'm sisi, toreishii, tracyy xD

ii know ii know,
ii dam bo liao to blog some pics ~
LOL
but these are the recent updated pics yupps (=
more to come though*

i know it's alot of post for just one day,
but ii just feel like blogging though =x
heh~

later maybe meeting qiqiMEII *grins*
maybe audition for some car ad
but ain't sure yet /=
have to call&ask ~

OMFG !!
ii just realized ii need to wake up at 10
&now is already 613=.=
bloodyhellieHELL !!
*bahhs ,!
whatever~

then later in the evening meeting effyGF
cos buying a white satin top from her,
suppose to be a dress but i'm tall yea
thus it would be a top for me instead /=

&at last 1week have gone past !
1more week to go&i'm being paid by mummy !!
*chants:"mango shoe mango shoe..."*
*chants:"boots boots boots ..."*
*chants:"new phone new phone new phone ..."*
yea ~
precisely ii do have lotsa things ii wanna do with th pay.

like paying half for my new phone ii think ii might get,
buying christmas prezzie,
rebonding my hair AGAIN !
*ii rebonded my hair for 7yrs straight since pri6*
new contact lenses,
more clothes *christmas dress already bought xD*
modify new phone after ii get it,
celebrate christmas with jiji *if he's still in s'pore*
cos he said so *GRINS*
buy cute giant earphones ! x.X
modify my room..
&th list just keeps going ~
*sceeschh ,!

think my pay wont even have enough,
cos ii only work for like half month,
thus it's half pay *CRIES*
still have to minus CPF =.=
WTF lurs !!

alrights,
tt's all ii shall blog for now,
ii really need to sleep if nt i'd be a zombie-like
for my audition if i'm going *faints*

nightiieNIGHTS ppl !!
OYASUMI ! *loves*

my dreamiieland XD

ii want a dreamiieland filled with Oreo milkshake waterfalls,
candy stick trees with Lollipops,
paths made out of chocolate wafers,
grass of gummy green lime flavor,
clouds made of candyfloss
sun made of honey balls,
houses made of biscuits and gummies
rain of grape/apple sparkling juice,
clothes out of strawberry flakes on donuts sewed tgt xD
wahahas ~

bird's shit of Hershey's kisses chocs*cookies&cream*
river of different flavored milkshakes
wings of rainbow colored candy floss
lol

guess how many freaking necklace i stringed today ?
35 freaking necklace which makes my hand so darn dry ! *bahhs !
at last got my painted skin song xD

bought dinner for korkorr after work&headed home,
came home lurs so called 'quarreled' with jiji *CRIES*
&i'm still wondering till now if he was ever true ?
idk lurs, everything seems so contridicting la !!
*BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!
hais, dunno lurs *stabs*

someone kill me hao mahs !?
seriously tired of this fuckk up life,
I WANT TO FUCKKING DIE FROM THIS FUCKED UP WORLD ! x.X
hais ~

I WANNA GO ROUNDING !!
miss those days with
*th*GIRLS
*tackeyMUMMY&peeps
*the threesome para sisters *evanMA.pearlyeoBBMEI.me*
*clubbing kakis
*drinking kakis
*jefferyIDIOTBOY&peeps
*lincolnDIDI&peeps
*bingyin&his friends *see them play dota
*reginaJIE*she m.i.a )x
*joshKOR*long time never contact lurs*
*doverGANS
*yishunPEEPS
*batokPEEPS
*bedokPEEPS
*tamp.PEEPS
`so so many to type out uhhs ~

i miss those carefree times where i care bout NTH !
now have to work work work =.=
FUCKK MORNING LIFE !!
sibei tired de leis ,! *RARRS !!

wonder when is bingyin mummy free to cook for me XD
*grins*
her cooking really dam nice lo,
no wonder ii gained weight when i with bingyin =x
hahas, no lurs*anyhow bomb nia bout the gaining part*
heiheii ^^

i'm so darn tired !
&ii wanna go for rounding NOW NOW NOWW !!
*bahhs ,!

i miss those days with shawnKOR where he would bring whoever's with me&me
go drive around then talk talk play at west coast part
then stay over at his hse talk talk till my girls&me fell asleep on his bed
then he would sleep in the other room
hahas ~
MISS THOSE DAYS LURS !!
*cries !!

shall try to catch up with everyone asap* (=

went work early today&took cab *freaking$7.20 NBCB !!*
made a black choker of 5rows,
anyone wanna make choker tell me,
pay me&i'll get it done for you (x

wahahas ~
after work went to meet qiqiMEI&emily
found out tt emily also knew JIJI*
&told me tt jiji denied knowing me *CRIES
hais

then ate at MOGUMOGU,
freaking expensive ii tell you !
some more the portion very nbcb small lurs x.X
some more not say tt nice la !! BAKAYARO !!
but the waitress uniform dam KAWAII *kyaa ~

then headed to ps,
walked around&stopped at yoshinoya,
qiqiMEI went off first to meet her mummy~
then ii this sua ku thought she coming back *faints*
till emily told me she not coming back *pengs !!*
LOL
then emily&me talk awhile then headed home

then reached home&on my lappy go msn
&ii was darn surprised to see BINGYIN online ! xD
he's my ex btw, he went to Japan&now he's BACK !!
*weets !!*
II EFFING MISS HIS MUMMY'S COOKING ! *bigBIGgrins~~*
meet him up soon to taste his mummy's cooking again (=
SO SO DARN HAPPY LURS !!
heiheii ^^

ii rmber last time we would say meow x5
meaning "laopo wo ai ni" or "laogong wo ai ni"
cos we both love cats so we used "MEOWW ~"
LOL

now jiji is doing his work&arhbee is online like AT LAST !!
LOL
my hse phone is restored again today (=
at long last !! *though it's only 2days*
hahas

i'm still thinking to patch or not with CJ,
i like my single life now but 4mths15days is like wasted ?!
any suggestions ppl ?

but at the same time..
jiji's back to talking to me so wtf am i suppose to do now ?
lotsa Q are going through my mind ..
is jiji telling me all the truth ?
is he really true or is he just playing ?
idk if he really love me&if everything he said is all real ..
ii really dont know,
but ii dont dare to ask him ..
hais ..

someone KILL me pls !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just got home like coming 1hr ago,
bought 5dresses *i seem to be into dresses these days*
and it's the first time mummy allowed me to buy so many,
usually she will let be buy but will never cost more than 100
today is over ,!!
hahas ~

still got 2 more shoes to go,
or should i say 3 ?
1 black shoe from MANGO , 1 normal girl shoe &1 boots *NO HEELS PLS !!*
cos i'm like TALL enough xD

had fun changing and trying on all those pile of clothes *GRINS*
&mummy bought one freaking cardigan from MANGO for like $65
&she's complaining i spend so much today =.=
hello !!
i bought 5dresses+1black stockings for $154 ALTOGETHER !!
not one piece for tt pricing ~
*bahhs !!

&the MANGO shoe ii wanna buy is $115 xD
so mummy would pay for it *evilGRINS*

as for the boots..
i wonder how much it would cost cos those tt it eyed on today cost &80+&above ~
*sceeschh ~
just hope mummy pay for it =x

&i'm gonna rebond my hair when my pay comes XD
ii wanna do so many many things la !!

wahahas ~

&i'm craving for lollies again x.X


just finished playing dota with korkorr again xD
since ytd korkorr&me have been going back home after work
to play dota tgt =x

mummy's shop is a real BORE !
string string stringy pearls all day long =.=
some more have to wake up early&i ain't a morning person *dammit*
also not say the pay high also,
only 1200 per month then after -CPF then dunno how much lurs *faints*
feel like telling mummy i work mon-fri nia then sat and sun ii can go out for all i want xD
*wonders if mummy allow* /=
hais ~

&i'm going out with jiji next week *hopefully he doesnt mia last min*
hahas ~
but ain't sure going zoo or night safari or go for muffins or movies /=
Zz ~
cos i'm only free either after 6pm or on sundays ,!!
*bahhs ,!

life is sickening !
ii want more new clothes !!
*anyone wanna sponser money to my bank ? =x
heh ~

&i'm thinking of cj the whole day ..
but ii still ain't sure ..
to patch or not to patch /=
*stabs*

lotsa things happened recently,

*broke up with CJ again*&i think this is final*
*jiji is talking to me again*&we really talk alot&planned alot*
*recently meeting up with qiqiMEI;michFISHYBALL&the rest
*working at mommy's shop now
*mommy found a ipod&now i'm using it xD
*i'm trying to continue life without him*though i do think back everytime*

*LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME*

i do miss him&think of him everyday when i wake up.
i think of him everytime i do things.
but guess it's better this way,
we could both break free from this lies of love at last,
&i could finally take a breather..
BUT !
i really do miss those times with him,
though there are lotsa quarrels but there's also sweet lil moments /=

oh well ~
ii really guess i need sometime off to myself to think through everything,
if we keep on breaking&patching it's also not a solution /=
hais ~

jiji's nice&sweet but ii dont know when he's true&when he's not*but he sure can whine* =x

arhBee is impossible cos him&me are just 'brother&sister' kinda thing to him*&i use to love him secretly for 2yrs+*

Cj, idk.. i love him still but i really dont know !! *so pls dont ask*









lately i've been on the phone with either ArhBee or Jiji.
for ArhBee he would fall asleep first,
as for Jiji i'd fall asleep first*ps uhhs*

mommy's shop is BORING !!
&i had to listen to music the whole day if not i swear i'd DIE of BORDOM !!
cold place where your skin just dries up,
boring and quiet place, like WHO THE HELL can stand it !?

wish i could turn back time,
undo everything tt ii regret..
wish things would never turn out this way ..

THURS;FRI

THURSDAY*
sent dearest to doverMRT before heading to pasir risMRT
slept at the chalet cos we didnt have anything to do,
coughed while i slept till i bui tahan,
then want to go out take warm water
i opened the door&i saw dearest just at the doorstep !!
coincidence or just plain lucky ?

then took water then lad back on the bed to rest,
dearest left at 6 cos he got chanting =.=
sent him to mrt then came back to the chalet,

&FINALLY AhBee reached !!
*jumping up&down and happily all over inside me*
it's like ages since i saw him ! xD
talked&as always he makes me smile&laugh like never before (=
we got bored&went to play pool at Ehub
his skills for pool is still there though he said tt he didnt play for like 1 yr !?
then walked back&he bought a double cheese burger (=

stayed at the chalet for not more than 20mins&we left again,
now is to the 'red house' xD
walking there seems to take FOREVER ~
but with someone like him there it's always worth it =x
we both were trying to figure out how to climb in
cos there were barbwire all around&finally found a way in (=
he being the usual caring guy i've known for years
was like worried i'd get scratch or fall *sweet right ?* xD

thus we proceed to climbing over
me first then he pass me his bike helmet then his turn to climb in
it's a disappointment for me
cos this is the first time i went to a haunted hse expecting something grand
like 2-3 stories with an attic but it's just some ground lvl run down place
with lotsa spider webbies ! *BAHHS ! ~
but still it's fun though xD
&tt's the first time ever tt he&i took a pic tgt *though it isn't nice /=*
then climbed out,
climbing out was more complicated but he helped me (=
&thus we're on our way back to chalet
while joking&talking like last time *grins*

not long after we reached,
i saw dearest walking to us =.=
with a freaking angry&fuckk up face to be precise
got qiqimei to pretend tt AhBee's someone else *sorry uhhs ~*
arbo i think her chalet going to have showdown x.X
heh ~
lazy type bout the rest of the day lurs..


FRIDAY*
lazy type leis
*another type okays ? very tired*
xD











HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HANNAH.MEIMEII *