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i'm lost ..
totally lost ..
idk why,
suicidal is the only thing ii can think now.
ii cant stop myself from feeling so down,
i miss deardearr but does he know ?
NOOOOOOOO ~
of cos no la /=
hais ~

i almost went crazy the whole day.
dont wanna say anything.
dont wanna type anything .
went to find qiqiMEI today
since he say cant ganna caught outside.

talked with meimeii&stuffs like tt.
then later go hougang mall,
then go pastamania eat eat xD
then go back her ahma hse ~
then we later talk till fell asleep x.x
heh ~

super tired /=
this emptiness ..
it hurts but why ?
this loneliness ..
ii hate it ~