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idk why,
but why do ii always seem so agitated with zijie ?
though ii know he's joking but why ..
why do ii take it so seriously ?
he asked why cant ii be more gentle towards him,
idk either..
it's just my normal reaction towards him,
which is sooo different from others /=

how important am i to him ?
how important is he to me ?
idk idk&ii really dunno ~

what's love ?
how does it feel like ?
why must love exist !?
why am ii having this days of questions again !?
dam ..

who am i;
what am i;
what's my purpose in life;
what's happening around me;
what am i suppose to do when everything's gone;
how did i fall into such a dilemma;
why am i troubled over the littlest questions in life ?

who am i to him ?
who is he to me ?
am i just gonna slack&rot my whole life away ?
how i wish life's a fairytale,
then there'd always be happy-ending ~
okays,
maybe not all have happy-ending but most do /=

why am ii typing so much now ?
what do ii wanna do now ?
idk anymore,
ii cant seem to think anymore ..

so i love him or do i not .?
does he love me or does he not .?
how true are guy's words&promises ?
zijie, wont you tell me everything ?
but ii guess you cant too,
cos you wont know the answers to everything /=

why ?