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okays ~
benedictSIS came to find me at the clinic after ii saw doc =.=
the fuckking doc gave me an injection lurs !! T.T
cried in the room cos yea i'm fuckking scared of needles.
actually he asked me do operation but ii chose anti-biotic first
cos ii got SOY later.

benSIS accompanied me home&waited for me to prepare finish
then took cabby to ngee ann poly
met jeannette !! xD
so freaking miss her lurs !!!!!!!!!!! *forgot to take photos* =.=
but jeannette needa leave early.

so then saw takuyaKOR too xD
saw the singing contest&i'm so darn attracted to th guy in red hair !!
dam hell cool lurs !! O_O
*grins*
after the contest benSIS left so ii followed takuyaKOR [=

then walked around letting ppl take photos of me /=
*i'm still finding all my photos !!*
hahas ~

after tt went to lot1&took neoprint with takuyaKOR&his friend.
then ii cabbed home.

first time eating such big medicines lurs !! =.=
precisely is cos ii never knew how to eat tablet med *dont look at me tt way*
is korkorr help me put the tablet into my mouth de ~
then korkorr took a photo of the swell *wth ~*

when mummy came home,
guess wtf she said tt almost made me feel like just dying !?
she said doc called her after ii left .
saying tt if it continues,
my brain would soon be damage and then i'd die !!
FUCKK SHIIT !!
he also said i'm too stress out and still push myself to do things
even when my body is already at the limit.
so ..
WOW !! i'm so gonna fuckking be dead if ii continue being like this *emotionless*

wokayy !!
so i'm like gonna be going for operation on monday =.="
FUCKK !!
OPERATION LEIS !!
kaos !!! *tears building up, gonna start crying again soon, hopefully not*
i've never been to an operation before lurs ,!
&if ii would cry cos of an injection then operation..
ii think ii would run and kill myself halfway !! /=

okays, guess what !?
i'm thinking bout monday op so much tt now i'm freaking hell crying T.T
*WEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHS !!*
ii feel like running away now !!
but ron.dearest keep telling me must learn to face reality !! )x
OH YARS !! ron.dearest is BACK !! YEA ~~~~~~~~~ XD

alrights,
better stop typing for now cos it's gonna be 12 soon.
&i'd have to be a good alien and go sleep /=





OYASUMI MINA !! ^^
*huggies*