*

met dearBoy finally when ii end work,
almost couldn't go find him when he book out lurs
&ii cried in the room )x
then finally mummy let me go xD

didnt have the energy to walk to fareast at my usual speed,
ii swear i'm walking even slower than any grandma lurs !!
totally no energy to walk but had to force myself to cos ii wanna see dearBoy !!
waited for him at 7-11 there,
&when he reached ..
ONE WHOLE FREAKING BIG GROUP !! *faints*
&ii thought i'd only me him and me ~
but nvm {x
as long as he's there ~

walked around&didnt talk much either,
cos it still freaking hurts T.T
slacked around,
then around 10+ walked to cine,
they wanted to watch movie,
ii wanted to follow but back out at the last min
cos it's just too painful )x
bus-ed back home ~

couldn't sleep properly either !!
fuckking hell =.="
ii cant lie down to sleep cos it hurts too darn much ,!
T.T
turned&turned but no use ..
finally at 3+ am sms deardearr&asked him if he's still outside or what,
&he's back home !! XD
called him&tried my best to talk to him {x
let him go orhorhh first cos can hear through the phone tt he's falling asleep .
stared blankly at my room and finally ii fell asleep !!
but only slept for 2hrs+ before ii woke up from the pain again =.="
FUCKK !!

so went to the living room and watched OKTO xD
dearBoy was awake by tt time too {x
dam surprised lurs cos ii thought he'd be sleeping till afternoon ~
mummy also dam cleaver ..
buy lor mee for me =.="
ii can't even put the bloody fork into my mouth lurs !!
so ate like 2-3 mouth&tt's it !!
ii ain't eating anymore of it ..

waited for mummy to go work then went to prepare ,
went to simei to find dearBoy cos he's booking in on tt day *which is sunday*
walked around EP with his friends ,
then slack at the blks there ~

boyer went up to change first cos he's booking in too but earlier ~
LOL
then see them acting like sir and recruit !!
dam funny lurs !!
but cant laugh tt much cos it hurts more tt day )x
then boyer went off lurs,
now is dearBoy's turn to go home&prepare ~
LOL

the uniform these days ahh ..
C.M.I la !! x.X
from far still alright but near tt time ..
seriously nth to say ~
=x

fell asleep while waiting for dearBoy to prepare ~
&ii wonder who the hell made the rule tt..
army ppl cant kiss, hug or even hold their gf's hand when they're in their uniforms !!
*BAHHS !!
unfair lurs ,! *grr ~
but ii'm in for the rule tt they cant smoke in their uniforms !! xD
wahahas ~

sent dearBoy off at tanan merah ~
dam depressing lurs,
just imagine ..
your bf is infront of you going to book in&yet you cant bloody hell even hold his hands !!
Zz ~
II WANT TO COMPLAIN !!
*better not though, wait ganna sue* =x
hahas ~

&now's monday !!
pain is still getting worst =.="
FUCKK LA !
&dearBoy ganna rp for 3 days !!
WTF !!
tt means ii wont hear anything from him till thursday night ,!
T.T
just cos of some stupid thing =.="
NBCB RULES !!
at least let him use for 1 min ii also happy lo !!
*points middle finger*

so guess i'd be turning in early for tonight *if ii can even fall asleep*
=.="
&ii freaking miss him la !! )x
*CRIES*

&ii just wanna be with him..
now&forever ..
can ii ?