*

i'm missing those times.
those times when arhbee&me go out.
LOL
it's always laughter&smiles around him.
except for one time lurs.
hahas ~

hrmm ~
let's see ..
ii first met him on the 9th of oct 2006.
at amk&he was LATEEEEEE !!
ii skipped sch tt day.
we didn't really meet alot of times
but we keep in contact
&ohboy was ii head over heels with him for 2+yrs.
hahas !!

we quarreled bout maybe 3-5 times ?
and it's always when he's stress /=
ii initiated to break friendship with him once.
&tt's my first and only time confessing to him my feelings too.
then ii went offline straight away.
the next day after sch,
ii was in the library when he texted me.
he wanted to ask me out but ii screwed it up -.-
cos ii was thinking he was trying to quarrel with me again /=
hais ~

the only time ii stopped contacting him was when he got a gf.
&the time he&ii contacted each other again was just ..
maybe 2-3weeks before his gf&him broke up.
ii stayed by his side*not physically lurs*
and listened to any problems he have like in the past.
somehow..
we'd always know when either one of us have problems.
on the night he called me&tell me he was downstairs his ex hse.
and told me he wanna kill tt guy,
ii was MORTIFIED !!
ii was so darn worried.
luckily he didnt {x

then after tt ..
2-3 weeks later,
it was my turn to have a break up with my ex.
hahas ~
but ii know arhbee's always there when ii needed someone.
someone who never fails to worry for me&make me laugh xD
someone whom i'd worry for&just listen to his problems.

ii cant say i've totally no feelings for him.
but all ii can say is ...
we'd always be the bestest 'bro&sis'
&always somehow be there for each other.
*did ii tell you he called me at 4+ am,
&ii always cant hear my phone when i'm asleep but tt time,
idk why but ii just woke up*

we're the kind when even we dont contact each other,
we'd know when either one of us are having problems.
it's a feeling inside lurs.
hees ~

okays, idk why i'm typing this either.
guess ii just miss the past bahs (=