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i'm fuckking pissed !!
FUCKKING HELL PISSED OFF !!
NBCB !!
first jack come and accused me of something.
then my nbcb mother come and accuse me of something .
NBCCB !!

WTF IS WRONG WITH EVERYONE TODAY !?
FUCKKING FUCKERS FUCKKING FUCKED MY MOOD TODAY !!
_l_

FUCK JIJI LA !
HURRY COME BACK LA NBCB !!
BEFORE II HACK OFF YOUR HEAD WHEN YOU COME BACK !
*okays fine, ii wont do tt but just ..*
FUCKKING HELL HURRY COME BACK LA !!

been staying home for 10days already -.-
shitty hell,
FUCKKING HELL BORING ME TO DEATH !!
NBCB !! ~

juanwei told me bout this motto for his life.
hashiridase mae muite {x
which means face forward&run*

who ii wish life is like anime,
which everything would be a happy ending.
*sigh ~~~~~~~~~~

&ii feel like going for plastic surgery le..
but should ii ?
arhbee&jiji and the rest of my guy friends ask me not to.
ii agree tt natural beauty is best.
but ..
idk ~

ii guess ii just feel very inferior/=
super duper inferior !!
inferior to who you might ask ..
inferior to nana
she's one of the girl tt jiji asked to blog for him last time.
she's pretty ! real pretty ..
tt i'm afraid tt ii might actually fall for her x.x
she just seem so perfect *emos at a corner*

when jiji comes back..
i'm gonna tell him to give up on me
&ask him go back to his nana instead.
i'm much too inferior to her .............

&i'm so gonna on a diet !!!!!!!!!!!!
my weight doesn seem to go down
some more ii dont eat tt much anymore la !
WTH !!
like this ii have to at least starve myself for days lurs -.-

nana's my role model now !! XD
*shit !! i'm really obsess with her*

SOMEONE BRING ME OUT NOWWWWWWWWW !!