'sorry' to you&'fuckk you' to him

Fri*
met dear first but ended up late by 30mins ?
&he was complaining he waited for 1hr + just cos he reached at 230pm,
HELLO !
did we even set a timing to meet !?
you reached there early how the FUCKK am i suppose to know !?
then i reached and called you using public phone,
then you said you from cathay walking to mrt,
before tt you shouted at me !?
FUCKK YOU LA !

is it my want tt there is a freaking major traffic jam !?
i left the bloody hse at 215,
so is it my want tt the fuckking bus came at 230 instead !?
how the fuckk am i suppose to know you reached so darn fuckking early ehhs !?

&when you walked to the mrt i went to the traffic light for just 5mins,
&i can see both possible ways tt you might walked dumbarse !
then making a fuckking scene at the mrt and the toilet !?
till the security guard almost called the police if it werent for me begging him !

cos of you i cant fuckking find my baobeimeii at jurong at 6pm !
&when i fuckking told you few days beforehand tt I AM&I WANT TO MEET HER&MY GIRLS !
FUCKK YOU!
now see what you've done !?
HAPPY NOW !

MY OWN FUCKKING PRECIOUS GIRLS WHOM I DONT GET TO MEET AS MUCH AS I MEET YOU,
YOU ALSO DONT LET ME FUCKKING GO MEET THEM !
IS THAT FUCKKING FAIR !

ESPECIALLY WHEN NOW MY BAOBEIIMEII IS PISSED,
WHAT THE FUCKK COULD I DO !?
NOTHING !
FUCKK YOU&YOUR OBSESSION TO TIE ME UP BY YOUR SIDE !
I WANT MY FUCKKING TIME WITH MY GIRLS !!

THEY ARE ALSO PART OF MY FUCKKING LIFE !

so how now !?
happy now !?
making my bbMEII be alone at jurong east mrt ytd !
making me have to sms her cos of YOUR FUCKKING UNREASONABLE THINKING !!





to pearlYEO.bbMEIMEII*

i'm sorry for ytd&everything,
i didn't mean to leave you alone there for 1 hr then tell you i couldn't make it,
hate me or dispise me if you want,
but i just have no freedom like last time anymore to meet you,
even when i freaking told him beforehand i'm meeting you&the others,

but on tt day,
lotsa quarrels&when i told him "also not like you cannot follow"
he said "but i dont want to see your girls"
i just wanna go tt point in time,
but he told me he havent finish talking ,
he told me he want me 24/7 by his side,
i told him i want to meet my girls !
he said "tt's what you want but i dont want and i want to watch movie with you today"
i told him&tried to reason with him but i cant.

i'm sorry for everything,
i didnt expect everything to turn out this way,
i know you were dam pissed off ytd,
but i just couldnt do anything,
sorry for being a useless sister .
but i truely didnt mean to ..

sorry *