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lotsa things happened recently,

*broke up with CJ again*&i think this is final*
*jiji is talking to me again*&we really talk alot&planned alot*
*recently meeting up with qiqiMEI;michFISHYBALL&the rest
*working at mommy's shop now
*mommy found a ipod&now i'm using it xD
*i'm trying to continue life without him*though i do think back everytime*

*LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME*

i do miss him&think of him everyday when i wake up.
i think of him everytime i do things.
but guess it's better this way,
we could both break free from this lies of love at last,
&i could finally take a breather..
BUT !
i really do miss those times with him,
though there are lotsa quarrels but there's also sweet lil moments /=

oh well ~
ii really guess i need sometime off to myself to think through everything,
if we keep on breaking&patching it's also not a solution /=
hais ~

jiji's nice&sweet but ii dont know when he's true&when he's not*but he sure can whine* =x

arhBee is impossible cos him&me are just 'brother&sister' kinda thing to him*&i use to love him secretly for 2yrs+*

Cj, idk.. i love him still but i really dont know !! *so pls dont ask*









lately i've been on the phone with either ArhBee or Jiji.
for ArhBee he would fall asleep first,
as for Jiji i'd fall asleep first*ps uhhs*

mommy's shop is BORING !!
&i had to listen to music the whole day if not i swear i'd DIE of BORDOM !!
cold place where your skin just dries up,
boring and quiet place, like WHO THE HELL can stand it !?

wish i could turn back time,
undo everything tt ii regret..
wish things would never turn out this way ..