DearBoy is in lalaland now {x
&ii have 34mind more to finish doing whatever thing
before turning in for the night
heh xD

still gt more than 12hrs more till ii could see tt sillyDearBoy of mine )x
*bahhs !!
so long lurs ~
nvm, at least can see can liaos ..

&on with my update (=

today after work went to meet tackeyMUMMY first
with one of his friend*cant rmber his name though* =x
went to HaruGoth first and ii spend $101 there,
bought a pair of cats*will update the name of those pair*
gonna pass one of it to him tmr xD
&a cap like with cat ears !! ^^
hahas ~

then went to Haru &spent another $170 there *faints*
bought a maid lolita dress in white&pink
*first time i'm trying Lolita lurs & it turned out nice XD*
&bought a hairband with ribbon to go with it (=

&soon pearlBBMEIMEII came xD
at long last !! like so long never see her lurs !!
*&ii forgot to take pics with her AGAIN !!*
T.T

then later another of tackeyMUMMY's friend came
*can't rmber his name either* x.X
then went to pasta mania to eat dinner xD
then walked around fareast again
then FINALLY DearBoy called !! {x
lalalas ~ x33
after which, we headed to cine to slack&crapped around ~
wahahahas *

then took mrt home.
lucky mummy didn't see the 2 big bags when ii reached home,
thus ii hurried to my room and hid it in my closet xD
heh ~

cant wait for S.O.Y on 31st JAN 09 !!
left my shoe to buy though /=
like where the hell am ii suppose to find a white or pink shoe !?
*BAHHS !!*

&ii miss DearBoy terriblyMUCH !!
)x

ii dont know why ii love you,
but all ii know is ii love you*

picture updates *

these are the photos i've taken during work =x
2nd pic with longer hair, hahas









these are the neoprints xD
ii look horrible )x

okays ~
ii know it's been like ages since ii last update =x
heh ~

so here ii am !! xD

i'm with GAB now ! *smiles shyly*
but ii aint sure when's the official date though /=
either 23 or 24 *blur*

dearBoy finally booked out on the 24*wed*
went to simei to find him cos i've got nth to do at town =.="
at last he appeared ,! ^^
like FINALLY after 19 days !! *BAHHS !~ *

went countdown with his friends at town area
*sorry but lazy to type all the details down cos i'm so darn sleepy*
*thus i'm just briefly going through those days ii could rmber*

after counting down,
watch IP man for the 3RD TIME !! *stabs*
but it's nice lurs, just tt my lens is making my eyes dry
&i'm blardy cold in the cinema !! *grr ~

after tt dearBoy send me home by CAB !! *OMG LURS !! O_O*
some more he from town go my hse then go home leis ,!
&not like he stay near me lurs !! *faints*

next day which is suppose to be x'mas
didn't get to see deardearr )x
cos i'm at home packing to go KL on like a last min notice !?
*bahhs !!*

went to KL from 25-28*

monday*
start work&i'm like so NOT in a working mood =.="
fuckking O's lvl results is coming out *stabs*
met qiqiMEI at mogumogu after work with her didi, Marcus
then went to Haru to see what new stuffs they have,
&ii finally realized they actually had a Haru goth =.="
WTF !!
i'm so gonna spend more than a $100 there tmr !!
=x

Vivi was working at Haru today !! xD
she's still lively&adorable as ever {x
so gonna pop by tmr again since she's working tmr too ~
wahahas *
&ii miss my dearBoy )x
he's in dream land now though /=

after tt walked to cine to take NEOPRINTS again *yes i know, crazy right?*
hahas ~
then went to hougang cos qiqiMEI supposed to pass something to mich.FISHBALL
but guess mich fell asleep x.X
bus-ed home *freaking cold ii tell you !!*
hahas ~
dearBoy called when ii was in the bus ^^

talked till ii reached home then he went off to lalaland already T.T
II WANNA SEE HIM NOW NOWW NOWWWWWWWWWWWWW !!
*impossible though*
*BAHHS !!*

&next post shall be all pictures for today only*
heh xD


i'd be meeting up with pearlBBMEIMEII TMR !! *yeaa ~
xDD

&here ii am missing the sweet dearBoy ,
wishing he'd be here now when ii know clearly it's impossible*

TH-TBSisters !! xD
hahas



just now went to bukit merah find fishAIAI {x
long time didn't see her/him ohs ~
xD

ate KFC. freaking cold there lurs =.="
nbcb !! =x
then walked to her/his hse there de playground,
fuckking cold there too !!
cb !! x.X
*sorry so many vulgarities but seriously dam cold*
listening songs&talking&sending songs ~
heh

was wondering if he'd call soon while ii was with her/him.
but in the end never,
took bus home ~

then Gab finally called at 1108pm xD
*KYAA ~
talked till bout 1150 around there {x
was so darn happy lurs ^^
heiheii ~
but ii cried while working during the afternoon )x
cos ii missed his calls 3 freaking times !!
then the forth time he called ii hurry ran to the toilet *siao right ?*
then ii started crying while ii talked to him )x
it's only a short while but ii was like so darn happy lurs,
but hated myself so badly ~

ytd didnt get to talk to him longer than 5mins cos ii watched movie )x
today ii missed his calls 3 times cos i'm working !
hais ~
before he called the forth time,
ii was trying so hard to hold back my tears lurs T.T

i'm gonna see him on Christmas eve when he book out !
xD
*KYAA ~
but with his friends also lurs /=
heh
but at least ii still get to see him {x

4MORE DAYS !!
just 4 more freaking days ~

how i wish he'd just appear infront of me now ~
how i wish i could feel the warmth from him now ~
how i wish ..




*aitai*

okays,
sorry for the long-time-never-blog ~
x.X
at long last ii could use the lappy !!
cb ! =x

5 more days before GAB cld book out ,!
then ii could see him LIKE AT LAST !!
)x
previous 2days was hell for me at night,
cos he didnt contact me !! T.T
thought something happened to him or either ii scared him away
but actually is he's phone ganna confiscated =.="
gave me a scare there lurs ,! =S
&when he cld like finally call me,
ii must be at a bloody movie !
WHY !?!?!? T.T
hais ~

how ii wish he isn't sleeping now&he'd call me after ii finished updating ~
*kinda impossible yea ?*
/=
hais ~

anyways ~
let's update this week xD

MONDAY*
didn't go out,
but instead cleared my whole bloody room !!
now my room dont have anymore table,
threw lotsa things away ~
only my pretty VictorianEra bed is left in the middle of my room ~
wahahas xD

waited the whole night for his call&finally he called at 11+ pm !!
xD
then talked for awhile then he said he'd call back later
waited&waited..
*this is when he suddenly stop contacting me till just now*

TUESDAY*
met pearlBBMEIMEII&bs after work,
went to watched 'BOLT' xD
was really funny&sad
ii was like trying so darn hard not to cry lurs )x
especially when Gab still havent contacted me then ~
ended the movie at 10+,

wanted to take neoprints initially but it's too late already /=

thus when back to dover,
went to fuliangKOR's hse till 1+ am
was complaining bout why Gab isn't contacting me,
watch my shugo chara while korkorr fell asleep =x
hahas ~

even when ii reached home,
ii still stared at my phone like some idiot hoping for he's sms-es )x
but nth ~
had a hard time sleeping T.T
&mummy nagged abit ~

WED*
took taxi down to queensway shopping center to meet AHBEE !!
hahas ~
cos ii wanted to get earrings&ear studs
&guess what !?
ii spent freaking $60 altogether on it =.="
hahas ~

headed to ikea after tt to have hotdog buns (=
then walked opposite to anchorpoint&walked around see gt what shops,
then headed to HKxinwang cafe to eat ~
was like watching soccer on ahbee's phone
then our food finally came.
guess what again !?
he&ii ordered excetly the same thing =.="
LOL

then finished eating we were like talking alot of craps,
then we made leftovers to become a real looking appetizers ! xD
just wait for me to upload the photos man !
ii sware you all would just drool !! =x
hahas ~
*okays, maybe not =.="*

after tt crapped around near his bike at like 11+ pm ?
talked bout ghost&other stuffs ~
was waiting another whole night for Gab to contact me but to no avild )x
then at 12+pm then he send to off first,
ii was like doing jumpstyle at the bus stop =.="
*yars ii know, kinda retarded right ?*

reached home&got nagged by mummy again /=
&ii had yet another hard time sleeping ~
was staring at my phone for like 2hrs hoping he would suddenly contact me
but in the end nth&ii fell asleep around 3 ? )x

THURS*
met TBS&fuliangKOR; carol&syawal at fareast kfc
headed to cine after tt&took neoprints with TBS
then ordered our movie tickets for 'IP MAN'
while waiting for the time to pass,
our whole group became CHAWAMUSHI GANG !! xD
ii started the ordering of chawamushi with chilli oil,
then everyone of us started buying also&eating it =x
ii ate a total of 3CHAWAMUSHI ,! x.X
hahas ~

then bought pop corn&drink for movie
GAB FINALLY CALLED AT 1103 !! XD
*but sadly ii was still halfway through the movie* T.T
hais ~
&guess now he's sleeping or maybe another punishment ?
)x










ii waited every single day when ii wake up
&countdown to the hr he might call ~
ii gave a silly smile whenever ii see his number or name appear on my phone
heart racing fast&wishing he would just appear infront of me
knowing tt he's so near yet so far
it hurts as ii realized tt time passes by so slowly ~
tormenting me while ii try my best to wait patiently for his book out day
having to receive any sms or a short call
makes my whole day of waiting worthwhile .
but yet ii yearn for more time
but all ii get is lesser time )x

*days till he could book out: 5+ days*
*days sinced he's in army: 8+ days*
*days sinced ii last saw him: 13+ days*
*days sinced ii started to miss him: uncountable *

dear time holder
pls let these days pass faster
so as ii could see him sooner *
*aitai

okays, sorry peeps for not updating for like dunno how many days x.X
korkorr took the lappy.
&i'm now in his room using the lappy to update this lil bloggie ~
LOL

Gab's in NS now )x
&i'm counting down the days till he could book out,
which is on christmas eve !!
10 more days from now ~
*hurry hurry*
ii wanna hurry see a silly lil chaota tallguy !! x.X
heiheii ^^

WED*
met pearlBBMEI after work at tpy
went for some thing *dont really know how to describe it*
had free samples&the results is really not bad at all (=
after tt, headed to michBF hse ! xD
wayneGF was already there like since 7 ??
*sorry gf for taking so long*
Lovelle sure has grown bigger&cuter xD

then at 10+ GAB sms-ed me,
HE REACHED S'PORE BY TT TIME ALREADY !! ^^

wayneGF went off first,
pearlBBMEII&me stayed till 11+
kissed&hugged goodbye to michBF *ii want her hugs&kissesNOW* )x
then by the time pearlBBMEII&me reached th mrt,
only got last train to tpy *lucky*
&also lucky ii had my last bus there too !!
arbo my pocket sure got another hole lurs T.T
hahas ~

THUSDAY*
he went into ns, hrs before we talked on the phone one last time
before going to slp (x *KYAA ~

went to MANGO with mummy before work,
bought 2 clothes from there,
wanted one dress but mummy isn't prepared to pay the price for tt !!
*bahhs ~*
&ii love tt dress so much )x

after work met qiqimei at fareast,
ate mogumogu again =x
then headed to cine for our childhood deprived pastime ~
NEOPRINTS !!
xD
wahahas ~
&this time round the pics taken ain't bad at all (=
photos would be uploaded asap.
13 more days before ii could see him ~

*FRI*
talked to GAB on the phone while ii walked to cine after work
cos he got some personal time xD *KYAA ~
so happy lurs !! ^^

met melGF; herBF; vinKOR&daxiaosao at cine
mel&her bf reached first
played arcade for awhile as ryan&fadzli was there too !
hahas ~
then later melGF; herBF&me went to LJ to eat first .
headed to heeren after tt to meet jovin&shuhui outside.
vinKOR&daxiaosao reached after a few mins then.
then went back to cine as daxiaosao's eating at kobayashi
while ii was waiting for his sms or call )x
then at 10+ then at last he called !! xD
but talked awhile then he put down first.

then we went back arcade play awhile more again,
after tt ii went back home.
but called fuliangKOR instead first as ii didn't wanna go back yet.
went to dover market to find the dover peeps (=
till 12+ then headed back home.
12 more days before ii could see him ~

*SAT*
my aunt from m'sia is staying at my hse now,
went to meet fuliangKOR, steven, zhijiaKOR&qiqiMEI at orchard mrt first.
then headed to bugis.
met up with Linda, nice da jie uhhs (=
all of us had a treat at ajisan from Linda.DAJIE xD
*xiexie*
then later emily.LAOPO joined us {x
then headed to the place for our sheesha XD

syawal joined us when we reached the sheesha place.
we were sitting on a big big carpet this time round cos guess they dont have space lurs.
really a diff feeling uhhs ~
hahas

tried strawberrymint this time round with last time apple mint.
then slacked&sheesha till 11+

GAB called me at 10+ !! *KYAA ~
ii was like waiting the whole day to hear from him lurs T.T
was really really happy lurs XD
but talked awhile then he went to bath,
then he called again ^^
then he put down first dunno doing what
then 11+ called me again !! *KYAA ~
then we ended while sms-ing instead (=
*AITAI*
11 more days then i'd be able to see him ~

*SUNDAY*
woke up at 12+
left him a sms as always when ii woke up.
&of cos he couldn't reply me like always cos he's in camp !!
*bahhs ~
wish NS people could have more time to use phone ,! )x
but nvm,
i'm happy enough tt he could at least contact me xD

helped korkorr play his maple awhile /=
then at 4+ went to meet fuliangKOR&steven downstairs my hse
then walked to dover market there to slack ~

&at 6+ GAB called !! XD
so so so darn happy&surprised !! xD
*KYAA ~
but put down lik mins after cos he needa fall in )x
*bahhs ~
now i'm looking forward to the next timing he could call me again,
heiheii ^^

hurry hurry ~

10 MORE FREAKING DAYS BEFORE II COULD SEE HIM !!
)x
*yaya, ii know ii sound insane over him kies~*

&i'm missing him more as time goes
tick tock tick tock ~

*CRIES*
he havent reply a single sms today T.T
hope he calls later when he's going to sleep )=
1 more bloody day to go before he reach s'pore !!
&I'M DYING ALREADY ~

someone pls call him to come my songka when he get's back x.X
heh ~
ii miss all his sms-es tt he'd reply !!
*bahhs ~

&i'm still chatting with myself on his chatbox on msn =.="
*si bei insane ii know*
&just imagine..
if he goes to army tt means i'd have to wait till night time
before ii see any sms or calls from him !!
*RARRS !!*
why Why WHY !?!?!?

ii wish ii got magical powers then i'll turn him into a cat ! =x
then i'll carry him to where ever ii go, even to work ~
then he shall be the World's First Talking Cat XD
*as if i'd turn him into a cat lurs =.="*

I WANT TO SEE HIS REPLY NOW NOW NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW !!
*much too impossible ii suppose /=*
*whines~

sat gonna go sheesha again&maybe sunday ?
hahas ~
tmr i'm gonna meet pearlBBMEII&popby to find michBF !! xD
*&tmr he'd be coming back already !!*
ii wanna see him NOW ! x.X
*think i'd just frighten him away when he sees all my post uhhs*
/=

&misses for him seems neverending*

rotting the whole day long ~
korkorr borrowed the lappy to play maple with 2 FREAKING ACCOUNTS !!
=.="
so was like watching #kto, sleeping and looking at my phone for his sms whole day long !
*bahhs ~

he smsed me once today only T.T
but at least better than nth and ii was so surprised when ..
HE CALLED ME !! xD
i'm like so happy till i'm still smiling to myself lurs !!
at last ii could hear his voice again ! xD
*okays ii know i'm retarded now lurs !*
hahas ~

though it's like only less than 5 mins but i'm really really happy !!
&like finally he smsed something tt made me real happy too !!
"..Haha i miss u also.." *part of the sms*
it made me so darn happy lurs !!
*yes i know i know, i'm getting more retarded right ?*
*bahhs ~
whatever lurs, ii happy can liaos hors !
hahas, &this is my blog so dont want to see anymore of my retarded-ness then shoo shoo ! ~
LOL


just 2 more days ~
hurry hurry come back pretty please ? )x

&know what ?
ii actually cried just cos ii miss him&he didn't sms me tt time,
after he finally sms me once ii cried even more =.="

shit ! now it's like so freaking obvious i do have deep feelings for him,
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!
hope he forgot my blog link though /=
heh ~
then ii wont die from being embaress *stabs*

i miss him I Miss Him..
&ii still FREAKING MISS HIM !!
*arghh ~

someone pls make for me a time machine !!
so tt he'd come back NOW !! =x

today only received 4 smses from him since he reached HK
maybe cos his parents don't allow him to sms tt much bahs
hope he's sleeping well now since he need to get up at 6 again
should ii stay up again and wait for him to wake up at 6?
hahas

ii know I'm kinda insane lurs okays =x
but ii dunno lurs
ii really do care bout him&worry every single millisecond )x
&it just drives me insane when I've to wait for his reply *stabs*
but at least he's being guaiguaii in HK (=
heiheii ^^

&it's kinda retarded for me to keep chatting with myself
on his msn when it's so clear tt he's NOT online =.="
*sceeschh ~
how ii wish i'm a ghost then ii could follow him wherever he is !!
*bahhs !!

alrights, on to today's stuffs ~
met fuliang, zj&syawal downstairs my hse as they wanted to swim,
ii didn't though /=
then ii went up to change then went down again
while waiting for them to prepare
then walked to 1North at DOVER !!
can you believe it !?
Dover actually gt a upcoming shopping centre/mall
but it's like a ghost town for now
but the place is really really nice yo ,!
can't wait for all the shops to be ready xD

slacked at starbucks till 8
douglas joined us after tt then we walked back to main dover
watched them play basketball till 9+
then we headed home,
actually suppose to come out again to slack with them
but mummy's home already so cant go out anymore /=

so here ii am just finished eating maggie =x
&Gab is sleeping now,
hope his cough gets better each day,
&hope he doesnt get a cold since he did state tt it's very cold there )x

&ii think i'm going to be sick again =.="
70 more hrs before he comes back from HK !!
hurry hurry !!
)x

ii really wonder why i'm so attracted to him though /=
i'm not so caring&worrying so much before,
but towards him..
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ~

cannot cannot cannot ..
love is not for me...
love is not for me..
love is not for me~

some more ii dunno how he feels
thus the more ii shouldn't fall too deeply into him !!
*arghh ~
how How HOW !?
)x
*cries*

ii keep telling myself never to love again,
but yet ~
hais ..
replication .......................................

ii freaking miss him lurs !! )=

Gab's on the plane now )x
wonder if i'd receive any sms when he reach,
just freaking pray tt his phone suddenly gt auto-roaming =x
*kinda impossible though*
kaos !
why must he go HK at a date where when he comes back
then he would be enlisted lurs T.T

UNFAIR LURS !!

ohs !
and now is 1:10pm &he reached HK lurs !!
*phew ~

wonder if he check out or not yet though /=
*stares at my phone to see any msg-es coming in or not*
yea ~
he just replied xD
*okays ii know i've over-reacting*
heh

later going downstairs with fuliang.kor, zhijia.kor, syawal&douglas
but ii ain't swimming
heh
after swimming then see how lurs ohs ~
maybe meeting sebasKOR then go find pearlBBMEI if she working
but she has yet to reply me T.T

*looks back at my phone*
STILL NO REPLY ! T.T
okay okay, i know i'm nuts now lurs
but what to do ?
ii alien de mahs xD
wahahas x.X

ii wonder how HK look like though /=
*yes i havent been to anywhere else besides m'sia&indonesia*
*&yes, tt means ii havent been on a plane before =.=*
ii know ii mountain turtle lurs okays !!
xD
but ii dont care ~

i'll have my turn to travel on a plane one day *hopefully*
hahas

i miss him )x
*yars ii know what you all are thinking lurs*
*your must be thinking "wahlao ! less than 1 day already miss him!!" right ?"
hahas
whatever lurs, i miss jui tui liaos lurs )=

&ii suddenly rmber one childhood game ..
i'm popeye the sailor man
i live in a garbage dan
i open the door and wee wee on the floor
i'm popeye the sailor man ~

LOL
cute right !?
=x