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today only received 4 smses from him since he reached HK
maybe cos his parents don't allow him to sms tt much bahs
hope he's sleeping well now since he need to get up at 6 again
should ii stay up again and wait for him to wake up at 6?
hahas

ii know I'm kinda insane lurs okays =x
but ii dunno lurs
ii really do care bout him&worry every single millisecond )x
&it just drives me insane when I've to wait for his reply *stabs*
but at least he's being guaiguaii in HK (=
heiheii ^^

&it's kinda retarded for me to keep chatting with myself
on his msn when it's so clear tt he's NOT online =.="
*sceeschh ~
how ii wish i'm a ghost then ii could follow him wherever he is !!
*bahhs !!

alrights, on to today's stuffs ~
met fuliang, zj&syawal downstairs my hse as they wanted to swim,
ii didn't though /=
then ii went up to change then went down again
while waiting for them to prepare
then walked to 1North at DOVER !!
can you believe it !?
Dover actually gt a upcoming shopping centre/mall
but it's like a ghost town for now
but the place is really really nice yo ,!
can't wait for all the shops to be ready xD

slacked at starbucks till 8
douglas joined us after tt then we walked back to main dover
watched them play basketball till 9+
then we headed home,
actually suppose to come out again to slack with them
but mummy's home already so cant go out anymore /=

so here ii am just finished eating maggie =x
&Gab is sleeping now,
hope his cough gets better each day,
&hope he doesnt get a cold since he did state tt it's very cold there )x

&ii think i'm going to be sick again =.="
70 more hrs before he comes back from HK !!
hurry hurry !!
)x

ii really wonder why i'm so attracted to him though /=
i'm not so caring&worrying so much before,
but towards him..
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ~

cannot cannot cannot ..
love is not for me...
love is not for me..
love is not for me~

some more ii dunno how he feels
thus the more ii shouldn't fall too deeply into him !!
*arghh ~
how How HOW !?
)x
*cries*

ii keep telling myself never to love again,
but yet ~
hais ..
replication .......................................

ii freaking miss him lurs !! )=