today only received 4 smses from him since he reached HK
maybe cos his parents don't allow him to sms tt much bahs
hope he's sleeping well now since he need to get up at 6 again
should ii stay up again and wait for him to wake up at 6?
hahas

ii know I'm kinda insane lurs okays =x
but ii dunno lurs
ii really do care bout him&worry every single millisecond )x
&it just drives me insane when I've to wait for his reply *stabs*
but at least he's being guaiguaii in HK (=
heiheii ^^

&it's kinda retarded for me to keep chatting with myself
on his msn when it's so clear tt he's NOT online =.="
*sceeschh ~
how ii wish i'm a ghost then ii could follow him wherever he is !!
*bahhs !!

alrights, on to today's stuffs ~
met fuliang, zj&syawal downstairs my hse as they wanted to swim,
ii didn't though /=
then ii went up to change then went down again
while waiting for them to prepare
then walked to 1North at DOVER !!
can you believe it !?
Dover actually gt a upcoming shopping centre/mall
but it's like a ghost town for now
but the place is really really nice yo ,!
can't wait for all the shops to be ready xD

slacked at starbucks till 8
douglas joined us after tt then we walked back to main dover
watched them play basketball till 9+
then we headed home,
actually suppose to come out again to slack with them
but mummy's home already so cant go out anymore /=

so here ii am just finished eating maggie =x
&Gab is sleeping now,
hope his cough gets better each day,
&hope he doesnt get a cold since he did state tt it's very cold there )x

&ii think i'm going to be sick again =.="
70 more hrs before he comes back from HK !!
hurry hurry !!
)x

ii really wonder why i'm so attracted to him though /=
i'm not so caring&worrying so much before,
but towards him..
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ~

cannot cannot cannot ..
love is not for me...
love is not for me..
love is not for me~

some more ii dunno how he feels
thus the more ii shouldn't fall too deeply into him !!
*arghh ~
how How HOW !?
)x
*cries*

ii keep telling myself never to love again,
but yet ~
hais ..
replication .......................................

ii freaking miss him lurs !! )=

Gab's on the plane now )x
wonder if i'd receive any sms when he reach,
just freaking pray tt his phone suddenly gt auto-roaming =x
*kinda impossible though*
kaos !
why must he go HK at a date where when he comes back
then he would be enlisted lurs T.T

UNFAIR LURS !!

ohs !
and now is 1:10pm &he reached HK lurs !!
*phew ~

wonder if he check out or not yet though /=
*stares at my phone to see any msg-es coming in or not*
yea ~
he just replied xD
*okays ii know i've over-reacting*
heh

later going downstairs with fuliang.kor, zhijia.kor, syawal&douglas
but ii ain't swimming
heh
after swimming then see how lurs ohs ~
maybe meeting sebasKOR then go find pearlBBMEI if she working
but she has yet to reply me T.T

*looks back at my phone*
STILL NO REPLY ! T.T
okay okay, i know i'm nuts now lurs
but what to do ?
ii alien de mahs xD
wahahas x.X

ii wonder how HK look like though /=
*yes i havent been to anywhere else besides m'sia&indonesia*
*&yes, tt means ii havent been on a plane before =.=*
ii know ii mountain turtle lurs okays !!
xD
but ii dont care ~

i'll have my turn to travel on a plane one day *hopefully*
hahas

i miss him )x
*yars ii know what you all are thinking lurs*
*your must be thinking "wahlao ! less than 1 day already miss him!!" right ?"
hahas
whatever lurs, i miss jui tui liaos lurs )=

&ii suddenly rmber one childhood game ..
i'm popeye the sailor man
i live in a garbage dan
i open the door and wee wee on the floor
i'm popeye the sailor man ~

LOL
cute right !?
=x

today after work
went to bugis find fuliang.kor, zhijia.kor, shawal, douglas&his gf
pearlBBMEI came to find me when she end work *loves*
how ii freaking miss her lurs !!
*muackks*

was at near arab street for sheesha xD
my first time&guess what ..
ii laughed till ii cried =.="
was dam blur too lurs /=
hahas ~
first we ordered grape then ordered apple-mint xD
APPLE MINT IS NICE !! *woots~*
then ii keep laughing then they laugh at me lurs !!
then make me laugh more x.X
heiheii ~

pearlBBMEII shall be the new sweetiie in our group =x
wahahas ~
miss her so darn much !!
I MISS HER HUGS&KISSES ALREADY !!
ii wanna steal bbmeii back to my side =x
wahahas ~

then slack and crap around xD
hahas
dam funny lurs (=

then send pearlBBMEII to bus-stop first
hugged&kissed goodbye )x

then took cab home with the rest ~

reached home bathed&called Gab
he's sleeping now cos he got a flight later )x
&worst still..
he dont have auto roaming!!
T.T
then by the time he come back,
next day is his enlistment lurs )x
hais ~
&he's still coughing so so badly T.T
sucha lousy babysitter ii am )x
hais ~

how how how !?
he going HK till wed night leis !!
ii would have to endure not seeing his sms-es,
not seeing him, not hearing him talk or chatting with him on msn )x
*CRIES*

SO SO SO SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LONG !!
*bahhs ~

hope he have a smooth trip to HK&back too ~
hope he remembers to drink warm water every hour over there,
dont eat heaty stuffs, dont smoke, dont drink cold drinks !!
)x

wish ii could just die now then no need to worry so much T.T
hais ~
I MISS HIM ! x.X

went ps mac find yongquanKOR after work
then headed to zouk after tt(=

drank 2 beer, 2 orange vodka
then ii blur blur lurs =.=
fuckking long never drink,
now drink dam easy mabok !!
fuckk sia ~
then korkorr taking care of me all the way
seriously like a real big brother,
the way a brother would protect his lil sis in clubs xD
*thanks korkorr*

then went out to wait for his friends,
then korkorr very scared ii run about then disappear,
keep asking me rest =.=
ii only cannot walk properly mahs,
but ii know what ii doing arbo how ii msg Gab so fast ?
LOL

yea~
Gab was also there with his friends.
then korkorr's another 3 friends come lurs,
then they order another 2 dunno what thing uhhs,
then drink again =.=
then went dance floor there&saw Gab and peeps ~
went to find Gab awhile,
then going to find korkorr but cannot find him,
in the end is korkorr find me
LOL

all the way korkorr kept an eye on me,
lucky korkorr is a good guy,
arbo if he tt kind of guy ah,
ii think ii wont even be here blogging lurs /=
then korkorr made sure ii in the taxi
then keep reminding me to sms him when ii reach home
SEE !!
where can get such a good BROTHER !?
LOL

reached home at arouns 230,
jitao fell asleep till 440 then go bath =.=
&now is 535 and ii still got work later *faints*
think ii am so gonna land in hospital soon !!
heh ~

&I MISS HIM !
TBSqi: you should know very well who bahs.












lil messages to lil special peeps*
TBS*meet up soon and lets have a neoprint taken of all 3 of us !! xD wahahaas ~

Gabz*you uhhs ! never listen de, in the end also smoke few puff&drink soft drinks =.=
must guai guai drink warm water&dont smoke mahs, arbo how to cure )x hais~

YongQuan.KOR*though it's quite impossible for you to passby my blog but still, thanks korkorr for taking care of me the whole time, sorry for being a burden uhhs )x thanks ! XD

MyGirls*when are we all meeting up again uhhs ? hurry hurry !! XD hahas ^^ ii wanna rape some of your liaos =x *sorry still kinda high uhhs* xD

&he's going soon~

met Gab at outram park mrt
at last got my charger for my hellokitty phone,
but it's the kind where you must take out the batt =.=
bloody hell ~

then walked walked walked ~
then go eat,
qiqiMEI&ron saw us then came&joined us lo.
heh~
then talk alot crap lurs x.X
was darn sleepy /=
then qiqiMEI went to buy fruits,
then talked again

till 10+ then went home.
idk why but ii cried on the way home /=

fuckk !

l.s.s.i.f.p !!
hais ~

ii learned how to tie the knots for pearls today
but very slow though
mummy said it's excellent for a first time (=

after tt actually suppose to meet jiji,
but meeting him on sunday instead,
so in the end Gab was real nice enough to come from hougang
met him at douby gort mrt arcade
played awhile then walked to cuppage
&eat jap food *forgot he ordered heaty stuffs* =.=
wth lurs !!
i'm such a lousy babysitter *stabs*
ii ordered unagi xD

then went 7eleven bought Hooch&drink
&he smoked =.="
WTH !!
talked&jumpstyle*him&me/hardstyle*him/shuffle*him
drank a second bottle of Hooch
went home after tt

on the bus,
was listening to my ipod actually then guess what ?
korkorr suddenly appeared *my real bro btw*
LOL
then we talk talk talk all the way home xD

&i'm so darn high now can !?
ii fuckking long never drink liaos
then my drinking intake become so JIALAT UHHS !!
=.="











*TBS:both of you do take care, pingping you dont think so much alright? meet up soon (= qiqiMEI tmr i'd be seeing you already (= ii mean later XD hahas

*Gab: ehhs ! smoke smoke smoke !! want me whack you uhhs !? cough cough cough =.=" hais~

*MyGirls: ii really darn miss you all but so tired from work, nobody got any plans for christmas uhhs ? )x

*Jiji: dont keep saying yourself stupid just cos of a careless thing you did jiji, just accept it, ii know you did your best but you also didnt hand in the wrong thing on purpose yupps ?

*MichelleFISHBALL: it's been like ages since ii last saw you girl ! do take care alrights ? misses (=

bOO !
xD

after work met qiqiMEI
with her friend.
went to mogumogu first again =x
heiheii ^^

charged phone cos my phone died.
asked Gab to come mogumogu awhile,
made him drink o-cha !
cos he sick lurs *if you come across here, TAKE CARE UHHS !!*
*plus drink lotsa lotsa warm water*

after drinking Gab left,
then qiqiMEI, her friend & me there awhile more
talking&eating

then walked around awhile
then head to heeren,
ii bought my headphones tt ii eyed tt sunday xD
$69.95 just flew away like this *CRIES*
went up to look at shirts,
then think ii design one for Gab better
after tt went to cine,
TOOK NEONEOOS !! xD
wahahas ~

photos would be uploading asap (=
headed home after tt then eat snowfish again XD
Gab's sleeping now*sick person must rest more !!*


THINGS II NEED TO DO *
`clear my room
`design a hoodiie
`buy christmas prezzie
`buy hello kitty phone charger
`stop being confuse bout everything
`stop thinking so negatively
`stop thinking of suicidal
`get use to morning life
`learn how to cook western dishes
`get more rest









idk what else uhhs /=
so many things till ii blur liaos *faints*
tata for now ~
need my sleep lurs !! )x

*qiqiMEI&emily: we're the TBS&we shall stick tgt xD take care you two&smile more alrights ?
*Gabz: drink more warm water lurs !! &rest more, stop eating unhealthy food =.="
*MyGirls: you know who you are yupps ? (= I MISS YOU ALL !! meet up soon okays ? *LOVES x3

nth much to blog today /=
fell down again today&hurt my rib-cage *darn !!*
so so sleepy the whole day )x

after work went to lucky plaza to give back the charger
cos it's not the right one,
then find the whole freaking place
&none of the shops sell my hellokitty charger )x
nvm,
thurs going chinatown find xD
heh ~

cabbed home and cooked dinner
I'M BORED !!

anyone have any plans for christmas pls tag on my taggy board alrights ?
(=

my mogumogu food ii ordered xD


NEONEOOS@CINE with qiqiMEI xD














hellokitty sweets&stuffs from qiqiMEI *thanks meimeii xD*














fuliangKOR took this pic ! xD


zhilianing@work x.X

i'm like super tired lurs !!
talked on phone till like 6+ am *after like so long*
then finally fell asleep
woke up at 11+ first then went back to slp
12+ mummy woke me up and ask me find her phone,
check my msn if gab online
but no so went back to slp till 1 plus xD

then rot at the lappy screen till dunno what time
then gab finally came online ~
LOL
chatted awhile&he went off

called qiqiMEI&set the timing to meet
prepared&took bus to heeren first
ii actually spend 40 mins at hmv *first time sia*
would have stayed there for hours if ii didnt have to rush
wanted to buy one of the headphones there
is like so nice lurs !!
but the price is 69.90 then wanted to buy
but put it back at the last min

brisk walked to far east,
ii took 5mins to reach okays !
&qiqiMEI was late
went to mogu mogu to eat again xD
&ii ordered the same as last time,
except this time round got hot green tea
hahas

then walked around awhile and headed to lucky plaza
bought my sim card&charger*but found out it's wrong when ii reached home*
then headed to cine and took neoprints !! xD
been so long since ii took one,
&this is the first time ii took neoprints alone with qiqiMEI ^^
then headed to plaza sing,
on the way there
qiqiMEI sprained her ankle )x
*do take care alrights meimeii ?*
so followed her to see got taxi or not,
but in the end she took mrt instead
cos have to wait so long

going down the escalator tt time,
ii saw Cj outside the mrt
when ii going up he was going down,
then ii called him
talked less than 5 mins&ii hurried walked away
cos ii couldn't hold back my tears anymore
cried before ii continued walking to my bus stop

reached my hse area&saw fuliangKOR&peeps
went to coffeeshop to catch up with everyone
xD
how ii miss those times,
then after like 1 hr then ii go back home lurs
hees (=