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this year's b'dea SUCKS BIG TIME !
but it's still nice cos ~~~~~~~~~

a friend whom i havent met before rmbered my b'dea&was first to wish me,
qiqiMEI was the second which ii didnt realize after reading her sms twice =x
melGF also rmbered ,! she's sucha sister xD

qiqiMEI&melGF are the 2 sisters tt we always share our inner whatever (=
*dont mistaken my other dearest sisters, you're included too ! &how i freaking miss you all !*

sadly i wont be celebrating it AT ALL !
&deardearr doesn't even rmber it AL ALL !
such a nice BF uhhs /=

ii wish so much to go to the S.Flyer on my b'dea but impossible ,

mummy says "no celebrating this year , your O lvl still celebrate what !"

deardearr says " *of cos he didnt say anything cos he doesnt even rmber* "

jiji says "i celebrate with you, i pay everything cos mommy&daddy give me money on my b'dea"
*but for jiji case, it's impossible cos i guess he's avoiding me now since he knew cj&me patched*

i say "18 b'dea SUCKS ! but i'm still happy from the wishes xD but NO celebration on my 18 ?"

this post shall be updated when today ends, cos now is only the starting (=

how i wish i could have a nice nice celebration,
but guess what !?
NO CELEBRATION AT ALL !
*sceeschh ~*