know what ?
ii think ii shall just freaking stay single forever
arbo is become lesbian
the more ii think
the more ii cant trust guys anymore
guys make a good buddy but not a bf
as Arhbee said ~
it's best to be single !!
xD

since i'm working full time for mummy
then ii guess ii wont have to think tt much
bout having a bf or not
so guess i'd just tell cj ii wont patch cos ii wanna be single
and as for jiji
i'm very sure he's not true (=

so tt's all for now /=

today met Gab&his friends at plaza sing
then went to parklane&play dota~
freaking 'stupid ass'&'stupid dick' keep killing me =.=
*stabs*
when ii going to creep enough to buy item liaos
then come kill me *faints*

nvm
shall try to improve as time past xD

after tt they slack slack awhile then go back home,
ii went to my old hse area,
walked under my old blk and called out "MEOWIIE !! MEOWIIE!! ..."
cos ii used to have this stray maomaoo tt would run to me
whenever ii call her name
but ii know she's no more there,
but still ii hope one day she'd appear )x

ii saw the tree tt she used to climb/jump up and lay there lazily
ii really miss meowiie !! T.T
ii held back my tears as ii rmber those days ~
but now i'm crying just rmbering it all over again ..
hais~

ii rebonded my hair !
but my hair is so fuckking short now =.=
motherfooker !!
and the hairstyle *no words could describe*
*faints*
this might be either the worst or best rebonding ever !!

but whatever ~
as long as my fringe in STRAIGHT !! *grins*

&tt jiji uhhs !!
in the end this week no more zoo =.=
so ...
should ii club sat night ?
xD

idk lurs ~
BORING !!

made mummy spend another 100 !! =x
know why ?
cos ii made her buy ...
*fishes x5
*crabs x6
*prawns
*MAGGIE x6
*potato chips
*dried mee sua&kuey tiao

xD

ate 1 fish&mummy steamed all 6 crabs already
LOL
prawns is for salad either tmr or the day after .
/=

&know what !?
I'M FREAKING GAINING WEIGHT AGAIN !!
*though ii havent check my weight again yet*
BUT CAN SEE LORS !!
*cries !!

**THINGS II NEED TO DO !!**
`diet !!
`rebond my hair
`get prezzies
`move my stupid table out of my room !!
`clean my room
`hurry give answer to CJ
`more dieting !!
`dieting is the most important for now !! x.X
heh ~

ii wanna eat more fishy !!
nice nice uhhs *grins*

just finished using putting face mask
i'm like gonna have a major outbreak soon !
like WTH lurs =.=
*sceeschh ~

made mummy spend like another 100 on me again today =x
to buy new lingerie's xD

hope this week can go zoo with jiji,
but still NOT confirm =.=
*stabs*
jiji's sure is taking his own time to confirm nars !!
*RARRS !!

&i'm still thinking whether to patch with Cj or not,
but the decision lies on jiji now,
if jiji's true then i wont patch
but if jiji's just playing around then i'd patch with Cj straight away.
IDK LURS !
MOTHERFOOKER STRESS !! *faints

next week rebonding hair !!
cant wait xD

today made mummy spend another 100 on more clothes+2 shoe =x

heiheii ^^
then she still got my boots&MANGOblack shoe to buy for me x.X
i'm like so making mummy BANKRUPT !!
*sorry uhhs*
but since ii started working at mummy shop,
seems more like ii making her spend money on me
rather than making me work*&still got pay leis!!*
LOL
even her business not as much as ii make her spent
but what to do ?
a girl must be pampered !! *grins*

ii cant wait to buy my boots&MANGOshoe xD
*chants:hurry hurry hurry ...*
&ii am deprived from my sleep
cos i cant seem to get away from my lappy ):

some more half month pay is only $600
still must minus CPF =.=
so maybe $500 ?
minus $98 for rebonding+treatment
$402
then christmas prezzie for my girls le !?
*especially i'm mostly going to spend more than $40 on EACH*
*maybe even reach up to 100 for each =.=*
HOLLYMOLLY !!
so how how ?
sure become bankrupt before end of month,
so i'm planning to hurry do my photo shoots
to get my extra cash xD
wahahas ~

I FREAKING NEED MORE MONEY FOR DEC !!
IT'S CHRISTMAS PERIOD !!
**IMPORTANT LORS**

*stress out&faints*

okays,
i seriously need alot of opinions from you peeps,
should ii ask my ex tt ii wont patch with him ,?
btw, i'm referring to CJ*

but i'm just too freaking confuse,
i dont wanna patch cos i want my freedom !!
if only he wasn't the obsessive type /=
&unreasonable !!

but till now he's still waiting for my answer,
he say he dont wanna find another girl already,
say till wait for my answer even till he old,
he still wait,
then told cuziie
&her reaction was dam funny okays !!
she was like "bs bs"
bs = bullshit !!
LOL

she told me guys would say&do anything
to get a girl back,
so..
now what on earth am ii suppose to do ehhs ?
mummy, korkorr, cuziie&friends dont like him,
but~
seriously ii dont know wth to do now *scratch head*

oohs !
&ii had dunno what food for breakfast,
is this white noodle thing all tgt&you eat it with orange sugar,
wayneGF got post in her blog before (x
heh ~

okay peeps,
i'm gonna prepare for work now !!

a-di-yos !!

okays, now i'm thinking ..
should ii do photoshoots ?
tempting leis,
&the person say ii can but ii dont have faith le )x
how how ?
pls give me your opinion peeps !! )x

th-promise

i'll keep my promise to you jiji
as long as you keep yours,
sorry for those times i shouted&angry with you,
but it hurts when you do/say those hurtful things.
ii cry over the slightest things
so dont blame me if i cry.

you said i'm the first&last thing on your mind,
but is tt true ?
or is tt also a lie ?
but i still choose to believe,
believe in you.

the first time ii knew you,
you never made me angry or shout at you before,
why must it be now ?
but since you promised,
i hope it's true jiji =/

as long as you're good,
i'll be good too *
rmber all those things we said&planned since last year?
how time flies ehhs ~
from wanting to do tattoo
to hundreds&millions&infinity things

sad tt ytd night&tonight cannot hear jiji sing
then ii can slp soundly x.X
heh xD
SISI WANT HEAR JIJI SING !!
*bahhs !!

&sorry for always falling asleep first when on the phone =x
heiheii*

**AITAII**

just got back home from collecting a top from effyGF,
&it's like the top part so small lurs*the boobs part*
like machum for some xiao meimeii or pri sch kiddo ~
*sceeschh ~
thinking what to do with it now
*scratch head*

&i'm feeling more sick,
maybe from lack of sleep maybe.
i was awake for like 22hrs ytd then i sleep,
but ii only slept for like 4hrs plus =.=
who the fuckk could stand it sia !!
i wish i was younger,
mainly cos my record days for not sleeping is..

8DAYS STRAIGHT !!
power right !? xD

but not now,
cos ii got work now&it's tiring&bored OKAYS !!
*BAHHS !!

ii feel so weak,
ii need my sleep,
i want more white dresses&top,
a satin or cotton material !!
cloth is fine but must have lace pattern if so*
darn !! i'm so demanding x.X

ii wanna go clubbing soon !!
&should ii go for zoukout o.O?
idk Idk IDK !!
*screams ~~~~~

&ii went to 7eleven just now,
&ii fuckking realized tt the prices for ice creams
have MOTHERFOOKER SHOOT UP !!
*fuckking hell !!
it's like ages since ii ate ice cream,
&to see the prices going up =.=
like WTF lurs !!
*RARRS !!

&& ~
should ii get a nokia N95?
or the LG phone with 8mp ?
both got front camera but lg dun have inferred
but LG is 8mp but heard from bro's friend saying it's lag
*sigh ~

hais,
should ii sleep early today ?
or just hack care bout my health ?
idk /=

II MISS CLUBBING !
II MISS THE MAGICAL NIGHT WHERE PEARL.BBMEII
&ME DANCED IN COORDINATION WITHOUT COMMUNICATING !!
T.T

how How HOW !?
go or dun go zoukout ?
*faints*